Imaginary Coffee

笑

2011-07-01T18:10:00.003+08:00

荒廢了好久
時間算過得快
不知不覺過了好幾個月
事情發生的發生
解決的解決
開心不開心都好
都過去了吧 =D

很想好好享受著現在的生活
不管好與否
就放開不屬於我的
只珍惜擁有的一切 =D

END

2011-03-14T22:13:00.010+08:00

First of all,
pray for Japan...

When this incident happen,
what will people think first?
-the people
-the economy
-the country
-the ...

When it become more serious,
what will come up next?
2012 perhaps...

News are updated every few hours,
we can really see what is happening over there.
Then we will start wondering...
wondering bout the nuclear may affect us,
wondering bout the earthquake may affect our own country,
wondering bout how will Japan overcome and solve problem during this period

But
there are some people
who are saying bad words to them
and also spread some fake news
These show people's real face when something happen~

OK, back to my purpose of this post~ lol
i'm actually thinking about the 2010 thingy which people mentioned.

is that true? the first question...
what will happen? the second question...
what will u do? the third question...
and the last one... who will you be with?

I really not afraid of this 2012
but i hope it will not happen...
because i still wanna enjoy my life,
and i'm only 20.
its too young for me to end up my life with doing nothing
and my dream haven't come true yet...

Lastly,
pray for Japan,
with full of my wishes~

home made pizza

2011-03-09T23:28:00.006+08:00

今天晚上，過得很溫馨~

話説大姐今天下午去找干媽

然後不知怎樣的

就說今晚要在家做Pizza來吃

然後就跑去買了材料

晚上的時候

就真的做pizza來吃呃

還另加三色奶茶~

我喜歡。。。

喜歡準備的過程

喜歡等待的過程

喜歡聊天的過程

喜歡吃的過程

因爲這整個晚上

讓我覺得很窩心

也當作是我們的一次小聚會

這一餐

實在是吃得我太飽了!

干媽實在是厲害

簡直可以開餐廳了~

自私

2011-03-08T13:50:00.004+08:00

人。。。
應該都是這樣的吧？
不是嗎？

人類總是自私的~
一直都很贊同這句話
因爲我也是個自私的人
從來不會否認

怎麽說呢？
爲什麽是自私呢？

父母生下孩子
無論怎麽樣都會想辦法把他養大
但孩子長大后
有了自己的生活
就連家都不回了
更別説是有時閒就陪陪他們
聊下天
或者吃一餐飯
就是覺得‘我很忙，沒時間’

朋友之間
互相利用
就爲了要別人的幫忙
或是從他身上得到好處
利用完了
就byebye走人

這。。。就是現代人的觀念吧
雖然不是所有人都這樣
但我相信大部分都是
因爲。。。我也是！

Its MARCH

2011-03-01T16:58:00.004+08:00

times flies~

always like to use these words

but sometimes just feel like 'why so slow'

LOL

started my class yesterday

so far, everything is fine

included the stupid timetable

assignments for this sem sound interesting

so, hope that i can enjoy while working on it

within these coming 3 months

and i guess

i gotta try to make new friends because of the different grouping

wish i can handle everything

although there are still some fear on starting up classes

still, enjoy is the most important thing to me and you

Wonderful Tonight

2011-02-06T14:09:00.004+08:00

Wonderful Tonight
by ERIC CLAPTON

It's late in the evening
She's wondering what clothes to wear
She puts on her make up
And brushes her long blonde hair
And then she asks me
Do I look alright
And I say yes, you look wonderful tonight

We go to a party
And everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady
That's walking around with me
And then she asks me
Do you feel alright
And I say yes, I feel wonderful tonight

I feel wonderful
Because I see the love light in your eyes
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize
How much I love you

It's time to go home now
And I've got an aching head
So I give her the car keys
She helps me to bed
And then I tell her
As I turn out the light
I say my darling, you were wonderful tonight
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonigh

Happy CNY

2011-02-03T15:52:00.004+08:00

its time to make some updates d i guess~

one month has passed

i'd back from my wonderful trip~

i love it very much

its chinese new year now

but i don't have any cny feeling at all

though, i still wanna make some wishes here

^^

i wish to stay healthy,

wish that everything goes smoothly

wish to have a wonderful year

and the most important thing is stay happy~

trip

2011-01-03T22:57:00.003+08:00

leave for some days

to go for a holiday

hope to enjoy it

and i know i will

God Bless Me

God Bless Us

~excited mood~

H.B

2010-12-28T23:34:00.003+08:00

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~

countdown for 2011

2010-12-27T22:26:00.006+08:00

3 days more to go,
to end up 2010
to start up 2011

times really fly
seems like i just use few days, even minutes to gone through a year
but i still love the year very much
started my college life
and now the 1st semester had ended up too
the next semester will be a big challenge for me

for now,
what i gonna do is prepare my mood
vacation mood~
feel excited of going for a trip
thanks to mum and dad for allowing me to go for my holiday
its a very important part in this holiday
everything has almost done
i wanna enjoy every part and every moment of the trip

end of the year
is always the busiest time
x'mas, party, countdown
wohoo~

X'maS

2010-12-25T00:22:00.004+08:00

its Christmas eve,

i enjoy the day very much

and now, its Christmas day,

everyone has gone to bed

but i'm still here

wishing everyone merry x'mas~

HOLIDAYSSS

2010-11-19T15:33:00.005+08:00

The very first semester has ended up in a rush, rushing on assignment.

No mood to care about how the grades are, as long as i finished everything, that's all.

I do my best and GOD will do the rest.

I always believe it~

Since its few months holiday, so i'm working on many plans.

Hopefully, everything can go smoothly for i don't wanna miss out any part of it.

I want my holiday is full with joy.

Therefore, jobs are needed, money is needed.

Wish to have a wonderful holiday~ ^^

阿嬤的話-升級篇

2010-11-05T19:48:00.009+08:00

短短的一個星期又一天
可以發生那麽多事
短短的一個星期又一天
可以帶來那麽多的悲痛
短短的一個星期又一天
可以另到大家都這麽措手不及
短短的一個星期又一天
把我們的阿嬤從身體脆弱帶到生病
再從生病帶到了醫院去然後回到家裏
最後就是帶阿嬤回到了天國與阿公再續前緣

所有的事都來得很突然
就只花了8天~
往好的方面想
就是阿嬤沒有在痛苦中掙扎很久
可以很安詳地離去
這是我們大家都希望的
即便大家是多麽的不舍
我們還是勇於接受這個不變的事實

阿嬤今年82嵗了
底下有子孫滿堂
各個又事業有成
而且都生活安康
這算是阿嬤多年來修道的福氣
‘前人种樹，後人乘涼’
用這句話來形容
就再也貼切不過了

阿嬤
孫女就在這裡
願你一路好走
也要記得哦
保佑子孫們
身體健康
事事順利
出入平安~

*一首《阿嬤的話》表達出我們的心意;道出了我們的想法；唱出了我們的心聲*

阿嬤的話

2010-11-03T17:33:00.003+08:00

親愛的阿嫲
就這樣離開了我們

今天，
心中帶著千萬分的不舍
送阿嫲回去天國
讓她與多年不見的阿公相聚

阿嫲給與我們的回憶
會永遠留在心裏
希望來世還能夠成爲阿嫲的孫
再敬愛你,孝順你

R.I.P

阿嬤的話

作詞：蕭煌奇　
作曲：蕭煌奇　
編曲：胡官宏

在細漢的時陣阮阿嬤對我尚好　甲尚好的東西攏會留乎我
伊嘛定定帶我去幼稚園看人在七桃　看人在辦公伙兒　看人在覓相找
伊定定跟阮說　叫阮著要好好仔讀冊　嘸通大漢像恁老爸仔彼呢啊狼狽ㄛ
在彼個時陣　阮攏聽攏嘸　阿嬤　妳到底是在講什麼
大漢了後　才知影阿嬤的話　我會甲永遠永遠放塊心肝底

想到一步一步的過去　定定攏會乎人真難忘
時間一分一秒塊過去　在阮的心內定定攏會想到伊

阿嬤妳今嘛在叨位　阮在叫妳妳甘有聽到
阮的認真甲阮的成功妳甘有看到　阮在叫妳妳知影沒
阿嬤妳今嘛過的好麼　甘有人塊甲妳照顧
希望後世人阮擱會凍來乎妳疼　作妳永遠的孫仔　擱叫妳一聲阿嬤

sometimes when we touch

2010-10-28T13:49:00.002+08:00

Sometimes When We Touch
by DAN HILL

You ask me if I love you and I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you on what you say or do
I'm only just beginning to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much and I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die
till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer, still trapped within my truths
A hesitant prizefighter still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much and I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die
till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you and drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through and hold you endlessly
At times I understand you and I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
and I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters, still searching for a friend,
A brother or a sister, but then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much and I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die
till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

帶我走

2010-10-14T00:10:00.004+08:00

帶我走

原唱：楊丞琳
詞/曲：吳青峰　
製作人：薛忠銘　編曲：阿滾(動靜音樂)

每次我總　一個人走　交叉路口　自己生活
這次你卻　說帶我走　某個角落　就你和我

像土壤抓緊花的迷惑　像天空纏綿雨的洶湧
在你的身後　計算的步伐每個背影每個場景　都有發過的夢

帶我走　到遙遠的以後
帶走我　一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走　就算我的愛　你的自由　都將成為泡沫
我不怕　帶我走

每次我總　獨自遠走　保持緘默　不皺眉頭
這次你卻　說一起走　彼此溫柔　從此以後

像土壤抓緊花的迷惑　像天空纏綿雨的洶湧
在你的身後　計算的步伐每個背影每個場景　都有發過的夢

帶我走　到遙遠的以後
帶走我　一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走　就算我的愛　你的自由　都將成為泡沫
我不怕　帶我走

白馬溜過漆黑盡頭　潮汐襲來浪花顫動
凝在海岸結成了墨　哦～

薔薇朝向草原氣球　郵差傳來一地彩虹
刻在心中拍打著脈搏

帶我走　到遙遠的以後
帶走我　一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走就算我的愛你的自由都將成為泡沫
我不怕帶我走

帶我走就算我的愛你的自由都將成為泡沫
帶我走～

*很喜歡青峰唱的現場版
唱得太好了～

light up my life, please

2010-10-06T20:42:00.007+08:00

again, the energy is back~
what a great news for myself~ lol

these days, there're such many things had happened
and my mood was really not stable for couple days
may be some of them will say that i'd think too much
well, i'll accept what people are trying to tell me
but i have my own thoughts too, right
and some of them had tried to encourage me too
i'd received the message they sent to me
and now, i'm to totally recovering

assignments are attacking me again since last week
and i'm suffering too,
but suffer with different moods
a happy mood,a cheer mood,a healthy mood~
so may be i'm not suffering as well...

hopefully
-everything great will remain for long long time
-tears are not falling anymore ^^
-pass the subjects
-having good life everyday

this is the thing that i need to light up my life,
and also the thing which keep gaining my weight these days

' bok sat '

2010-09-27T22:38:00.007+08:00

Its a tiring day again although i don't have to attend 8 hours classes. I have been relaxing myself for few days, so its time for me to stop playing and having fun. Because the assignmentsss are damn hard to do and i really scare that my small small brain can't afford the difficulties.
I would not give up, at least at the moment(again 'at the moment'). LOL
Killing all the assignments is my mission from tomorrow onwards.
Its time to 'bok sat' instead of leaving everything until the very last minute.
The feeling was sucks while rushing those rubbish in the last minute and get a F or redo. Don't wanna try it anymore. Never ever.
Wish that tomorrow will be a brand new day for me and everyone too~
Hopefully~

^God bless^

《我真的受傷了》

2010-09-23T23:49:00.007+08:00

很意外地看到了這樣的情景
心裏頓時難過了起來
心裏頓時揪了起來
這...是好事?還是壞事?

有誰會在乎呢?
或許就那愚蠢的我吧~
又或是這一切都是安排好的?
可能是我想太多了...

這件事
不禁讓我開始衡量起自己來
我...到底算老幾呢?!

《我真的受傷了》
by 王菀之
*好好聽...真的好好聽...
好應景的說~

好喜歡這幅畫~哦

2010-09-20T21:13:00.009+08:00

不知道明天的我
會否恢復了動力呢

現在有點down的說
不止爲何嘞
又沒有了動力了呃

什麽事都不想做
或許是又要面對回assignment和presentation吧
心裏超害怕的說
能怎麽辦呢

前幾天還充滿了energy的說
很突然地
又跌入谷底了

~聼歌ING~

明早睡醒
就一切都結束了,
再重新插電吧
找回我的~正能量~

如果沒有明天,要怎麽說再見?

2010-09-19T21:26:00.004+08:00

如果還有明天

作詞：劉偉仁　
作曲：劉偉仁　
合唱：信/薛岳/柯有倫

我們都有看不開的時候　總有冷落自己的舉動
但是我一定會提醒自己　如果還有明天

我們都有傷心的時候　總不在乎這種感受
但是我要把握每次感動　如果還有明天

＊如果還有明天　你想怎樣裝扮你的臉
如果沒有明天　要怎麼說再見

如果你看出我的遲疑　是不是你也想要問我
究竟有多少事還沒有做　如果還有明天

如果真的還能夠有明天　是否能把事情都做完
是否一切也將雲消煙散　如果沒有明天

Repeat ＊,＊,＊

(RAP:)
１９９０的秋天　演完最後一場
生老病死的對話　送來新的希望
下雨了　下雨了　那是你的眼淚嗎
將我淋濕可以嗎　讓我感受你的痛啊
笑我吧　不管黑夜是否太傻
笑我吧　走在邊緣只剩掙扎
笑我吧　哈哈哈哈哈哈　如果還有明天

１９９０的秋天　演完最後一場
生老病死的對話　送來新的希望
下雨了　那是你的眼淚嗎
將我淋濕可以嗎　好讓我感受你的痛啊
笑我吧　不管黑夜是否太傻
笑我吧　走在邊緣只剩掙扎
笑我吧　哈哈哈哈哈哈　如果還有明天
是否這個聲音你也能夠聽得到　希望我們的夢想永遠不會被忘掉
希望有一天　哈哈 OH~　可以再見面

SECRET

2010-09-18T23:36:00.002+08:00

秘密

原唱：藍又時
作詞：藍又時
作曲：藍又時

你就直接回頭吧她在等著你
不要怕我會哭泣早就在心底
想想你說過的話其實我們不虛假
那就好吧其實你對我不差

別對我食之無味棄之可惜
雖然你還有感覺但不是愛情
想想你說過的話其實我們不虛假
那就好了吧這些夠了呀

我們的愛情是秘密不能成立
就算我愛你也不能夠說明
她在你身邊逗你開心
我只不過讓你歇斯底里

你就讓我跟著你一起秘密
我們的事情說好不提起
讓我們都能夠清晰
你和她是不變的定律

別對我食之無味棄之可惜
雖然你還有感覺但不是愛情
想想你說過的話其實我們不虛假
那就好了吧這些夠了呀

我們的愛情是秘密不能成立
就算我愛你也不能夠說明
她在你身邊逗你開心
我只不過讓你歇斯底里

你就讓我跟著你一起秘密
我們的事情說好不提起
讓我們都能夠清晰
你和她是不變的定律

我們的愛情是秘密不能成立
就算我愛你也不能夠說明
她在你身邊逗你開心
我只不過讓你歇斯底里

你就讓我跟著你一起秘密
我們的事情說好不提起
讓我們都能夠清晰
你和她是不變的定律

活在當下??

2010-09-15T11:40:00.003+08:00

以我的性格
通常都是先苦后甜
但最近都顛覆了以往的作風
做了自己想做的事
之後才來做些自己不想做的事
但不管再怎麽不想做
還是得堅持下去

下了場大雨之後
彩虹一定會出現
這是用來說服自己的

雖然沒有秉持著任何走下去的理由
但路還是需要走下去
因爲無論有著多麽天馬行空的想象
生活還是得過啊

暫時選擇了以這樣的心態來面對
就堅持下去吧
雖然我不懂多久以後
我又會萌生放棄的念頭
但...
就試著學習活在當下...吧

信任

2010-09-01T23:18:00.005+08:00

信任２個字
通常都在考驗著愛情

而今天
我卻發現了
原來它也考驗著親情與友情

一個決定
一通電話
讓你把心裏話都說了出來
讓我知道了我自己的定位

一段２分鐘的對話
就把我傷得好重．．．好重．．．

原來
我是那麽的不被信任
原來
我是這樣的人
原來．．．原來．．．

就因爲這樣
差點挑起了我那不發達的淚腺
但它始終只會隨著我的血液
在身體裏的每個部分打滾
僅此而已

事實就是這樣
沒什麽需要再説了
而且我也無力再去理了

愛--LOVE

2010-08-22T21:48:00.003+08:00

愛(國)
原唱：鄭秀文
作詞：郭啟華＠人山人海
作曲：張慈龍＠Sense
編曲：Adam Lee
製作：李安修/陳德健

我在看愛這個字　一個受一個心
兩個字加在一起　變成愛這個字
要怎樣開始　怎樣地保存堅持
要怎樣一起去到永遠
兩個人每天進行　愛情的練習曲

＊在愛情裡會看到包容和犧牲
　也同樣可以找到猜疑和欺騙
　在你的身上可看到　就像我的另一個你

　在愛情裡有堅定忍耐和盼望
　愛是不嫉妒不自誇和不張狂
　無論怎樣順境逆境　富裕貧窮
　健康疾病　快樂憂愁
　我對你承諾　要一起到永遠＊

一顆心找一顆心　兩個人一顆心
一個你跟一個我　才分不出你我
我會去愛你　就好像愛我自己
我找到你才找到自己
就這樣不離不棄　最完美的完美

REPEAT＊＊

知道

2010-08-20T20:20:00.004+08:00

我知道
我知道
我知道
很多事情我都知道

但我卻什麽都不想說了
因爲即使說了
人家只會覺得我在惹事
那又何必呢

這不算忍氣吞聲
而是退一步風平浪靜
又或許是...
心死了吧
誰在乎呢...

感嘆

2010-08-19T18:33:00.008+08:00

一次又一次的希望
加上一次又一的失望
最後是一次又一次的絕望
儘管我試著不讓自己這麽想
但...有的時候就是控制不了

有些事情
經過時間的積累
就會變得越來越厚重
重得塌了下來之後...
就是時候測量自己是否有那個把它撐起來的力量
因爲不是所有人都經得起考驗
不是所有人都有堅定的意志
不是所有人都能無時無刻地持著樂觀的態度
不是所有的人都能順利渡過難關
可能到最後就是悲劇收場

感嘆2個字
雖然不是很重
但它正代表了我此刻的心情
在這時候把它搬出來
因爲我也想不到其它的字來取代了

今天
心情的確很低落
睜著雙眼,看著空白
但沒有忘記你對我的期待...
依賴之後,我不會選擇離開
而是繼續走下去,
即使我知道我遺失了我的勇敢...與堅強

2010-08-08T21:26:00.003+08:00

太多太多的事
和
太多太多的話
言語和文字是説不清的

還是說
一切都不重要呢
所發生的每一件事
所講出的每一句話
所得到的每一份傷害
其實只是一場夢

快樂地
牙齒快掉了
傷心地
眼淚也掉了

the moment

2010-08-02T21:56:00.007+08:00

its emo time

i'm afraid actually
think a lot again
can it be different from my expectation?
hope not to be so... scary?

its time for me to grow up right?
its time for me to try new things right?
its time for me to prove that i can do it right?

but
can i make it?

pls,
emo is necessary at the moment,
for me...lol

new journey

2010-07-27T20:29:00.008+08:00

started my orientation yesterday
it was just...sucks, ya!
because really nothing to do there
seems like they're wasting my time for no point

realize that i'm afraid
afraid of what?
i know it,
just inside my heart...
but this doesn't mean that i think a lot again
because i'm definitely NOT
everyone has their own care and worry
somebody choose to tell out everything;
but some of them choose to hide it inside themselves
we have our rights and choices

its time for me to think about my future
erm... may be not future but my life

should I be :
more mature? more steady? more certain?
more radiant? more confident? more...XX??
i think i may need all of these

god bless...
for my new journey~

Forgiveness

2010-07-23T22:27:00.003+08:00

Forgiveness

唱：鄭秀文+24 Herbs
曲: 陳奐仁
詞: 陳奐仁/Drunk@24 Herbs/JBS@24 Herbs/Ghost Style@24 Herbs
編曲：陳奐仁
歌曲監製：陳奐仁

Forgive them for they don't know what they do Lord
And give them the strength to stay true

Crying everyday,I know I'll never see the day,
When the world is caving in I wonder who'll be saved
I know that you love me and You know I love you too
Everybody's letting go but lord I found you

I stay blessed with myself
Cause it's a test when I walk out
I puff my chest at Life's endless challenges
I wanna participate and create
But there's a barricade within me
Wake up and back to sleep
Energy depletes
Now I'm feeling'dead like a eulogy
The duality
Of what's real and what's lies
I feel the vibes
Of chaos and design
I got a cup link
And I got it straight pimpin'
Rock shades at night
Cause my loneliness is blaring
The only choice I got is fear or love
Success is to be with the L.O.V.E.
GeeStyles
I dougie'd a vision
God shows me a path through intuition
It's divine decision
It's the moment I'm catching
If it's a battle for the mind
Then all day I'll be blasting

I've seen it before
I never knew the score
I'm wide awake and watching as the world explodes
Forgive them for they don't know what they do, Lord
And give me the strength to stay true

Day to day I prayed
Hoping today is a better day
So many wasted, knocked down, and easily swayed
Living a life of this self hate,how do we begin
To sin,no win, and no openin.
Kids getting abused by pills... what a waste
They take not knowing their life will soon break
Life is too short for that kinna game
it's not worth it,it's so lame and I proclaim that it's no one to blame.

I've lived the life I've loved to live
Taking back all my life I serve to give
Soldier on all the hate I can't feel the bliss
Loving from the inside I can't feel the kiss
One life that's all there is
Real life,is where hell begins
Man killing man! Is the main cause of it
Fight for your right is all of this

Save me lord
I never meant to be this way
I'd given up on everything and all I had was pain
Oh why,why do we play these games
I’ve given up my everything to be with you

I've seen it before
I never knew the score
I'm wide awake and watching as the world explodes
Forgive them for they don't know what they do,Lord
And give me the strength to stay true

Forgive them for they don't know what they do,Lord
I'm wide awake and watching as the world explodes
Forgive them for they don't know what they do,Lord
And give me the strength to stay true

Forgive them for they don't know what they do,Lord
I'm wide awake and watching as the world explodes
Forgive them for they don't know what they do,Lord
And give me the strength to stay true

A or B ?! or C?!

2010-07-22T21:13:00.007+08:00

did not sleep well last night

because drank too much coffee at night

and also think too much

just couldn't really fell asleep

its so complicated right now

should i or shouldn't i?

i'm always being influenced by someone easily

i will not know which to choose when everyone tell different things

and also when i have no idea

i need some ways to release...

but actually what to release?

who cares...

but i do really need~

need to...meletup...lol

sad

2010-07-20T22:49:00.004+08:00

feel so sad suddenly
because the problem is always there
it has not disappear after a long time of period
so...what to do is
face the problem and think by a bright way
change a different way to face it is better for me
(i think so...)
i'm not weak at this moment
because i know what should i do:
change my life style
change my habits
change my mind
that's all...

*gosh!
i need coffee very badly,
right now!

randomly

2010-07-19T13:31:00.011+08:00

最近
又開始想很多了
無論是上班時，
無聊時，
聊天時，
聼歌時，
坐車時
都會一直想

縂覺得
經歷了幾個月很不同的生活
應該會有所成長了
但...
我有嗎？
有的時候會覺得自己變成熟了
而有些時候卻覺得爲什麽自己還是那麽地幼稚
總像個長不大的小孩
不管有著多麽成熟的外表
還是存著一顆稚嫩的心靈
這就是爲什麽認識我前與後會有如此大的差別

一直就想著習慣自己一人的我
是否真的習慣一個人呢
因爲我看起來就是那麽的弱不禁風
那麽的不堪一擊
那麽的依賴別人
那麽的需要幫忙

之前刪了很多篇沒有publish的post
告訴自己不該再停留在以前
因爲嘴上一直說要改變，要突破
但永遠只會說
不知什麽時候才會行動呢...

成績剛剛出爐了
覺得學校太隨便了
好像在敷衍我們一樣
但不管怎麽樣
一個星期后的我
就是個正式的大學生了
還是會害怕+緊張
希望我能好好的面對和適應...吧

full day

2010-07-14T22:45:00.007+08:00

work early in the morning
next is lunch-pasta
and window shopping
after that is movie-toy story 3(finally...)
then air brush tattoo-dolphin^^
last is dinner + back home

toy story 3 is damn nice
fortunately, it didn't disappoint me
the storyline is great
the effect is nice
and the toys are cute and funny
it really pulls out lots of my memories
since toy story 2 was so long time ago

today was a nice day for me
~enjoy~

lie

2010-07-09T22:26:00.003+08:00

我
説謊了
爲什麽呢
不是故意的
就很不經意的

因爲我心虛嗎
爲什麽會心虛
這應該是很正常的事吧
因爲我想太多了嗎
還是因爲我知道他會想很多

給自己的信

2010-07-03T14:12:00.005+08:00

給自己的信（我最愛的版本!）

主唱：鄭秀文
原唱：鍾舒漫
作曲：Angela Aki
填詞：周耀輝
編曲：謝浩文 For The Lnvisiblemen
監製：謝浩文 For The Lnvisiblemen

很相信能成就大愛很相信能炫耀自己
很貪心願天天很多美好的派對
寫封信來留住大志寫封信來提示自己
寫得低是心中很多似詩的細碎

懷疑我當天幾多歲
令我寫了一句不怕流淚
懷疑我永遠不會累
就來十行列明十個壯舉

讓我闖出新世界交出真個性
假使想愛必會找到親愛伴侶
突然十年便過去方知歲月冷漠似水
就算筆跡不會變紙張不會皺
偏偏想笑竟會得到灰暗情緒
默然從頭讀過去一句一句太乾脆
一個一個已粉碎

祝福我能遊歷萬國怎麼我還奴役自己
不甘心在天天很多錯失的證據
這封信如明亮大鏡這封信能明白自己
寫得低但怎麼拋低理想的散去

懷疑我當天幾多歲
令我寫了一句不怕流淚
懷疑我永遠不會累
就來十行列明十個壯舉

讓我闖出新世界交出真個性
假使想愛必會找到親愛伴侶
突然十年便過去方知歲月冷漠似水
就算筆跡不會變紙張不會皺
偏偏想笑竟會得到灰暗情緒
默然從頭讀過去一句一句太乾脆

讓我闖出新世界交出真個性
假使想愛必會找到親愛伴侶
突然十年便過去方知歲月冷漠似水
就算紙張不會皺甚麼都生銹
偏偏想笑只會得到灰暗情緒
默然從頭讀過去一句一句太乾脆
一個一個已粉碎

很相信能成就大愛
很相信能炫耀自己
很貪心願天天很多美好的派對

LastLy

2010-07-02T22:19:00.012+08:00

only 2 more days
this course will be ended up
still don't have any feeling yet
may be because the exam is on Monday
so... still have some time
took photo with Ms Ranee after the class
i think i will miss her when i start my major
because she is really kind to us
hope to meet nice lecturers in the future studies

today is 2nd July
1/2 year had just pass
what had i done during the few months?
couldn't really remember at all
just know that
i'd joined the AE class in March
i make many new friends
i have sweet memories
although there were something happened

i'm definitely will miss this class
because this is my first experience on going towards the society
thanks everyone in AE class and also the lecturer
^^'

作夢

2010-07-01T18:42:00.000+08:00

愛作夢的人

原唱：蕭煌奇
作詞：胡如虹
作曲：胡如虹

常常聽人在講感情不通擱放那呢重
這袂有太多ㄟ妄望煞嘸法度放
愛情來的那一天
聽卡多嘛同款
猶原把心交乎別人猶原愛做夢

只要有你做伙眠夢我心甘情願
去做一個人講ㄟ憨人
春夏秋冬日思夜夢只為一句話
一句你是我一生最愛的人

是不是有一天你也變甲我同款
心內住一個人開始變甲愛做夢
啥米是永遠啥米時陣要憨憨等
攏是真心付出青春的紀念

是不是咱兩人攏是愛做夢的人
做一場戀愛夢甘願乎風吹雨淋
感情用袂完你我免驚命運創治人
只要有你甲我相等
只要和你同心這就是永遠

人海茫茫有時緣份嘛也甲咱躲迷藏
不管有多少的困難要多少時間
只要心裡有希望
拿真心來相送
總有一天愛會變成美麗的戀夢

只要有你做伙眠夢我心甘情願
去做一個人講ㄟ憨人
春夏秋冬日思夜夢只為一句話
一句你是我一生最愛的人

是不是有一天你也變甲我同款
心內住一個人開始變甲愛做夢
啥米是永遠啥米時陣要憨憨等
攏是真心付出青春的紀念

是不是咱兩人攏是愛做夢的人
做一場戀愛夢甘願乎風吹雨淋
感情用袂完你我免怕命運創治人
只要有你甲我作夢
只要和你同心這就是永遠

是不是咱兩人攏是愛做夢的人
做一場戀愛夢甘願乎風吹雨淋
感情用袂完你我免驚命運創治人
只要有你甲我作夢
只要和你同心這就是永遠

brainless

2010-06-30T23:31:00.004+08:00

why?

why are there such brainless people?

stupid!

why?

why they can't recognize what's the time now?

F***!

why?

why are they living beside my house?

damn!

release

2010-06-29T15:34:00.007+08:00

today, should be a wonderful day to me,
unfortunately,
it wasn't wonderful as how i expected
but, at least,
i had my favourite breakfast which i miss it for a long time
and, i'm at my favourite coffee shop now,
so... not too bad~

skipped my class today,
because i'm too tired during these few days
i just wanna take a rest and start to focus on the exam
although it ain't a big exam,
its so important to me
so, i'm quite stress,
or rather i just think too much,
whatever~

try to release my bad mood yesterday
its quite helpful actually
by a comfortable and suitable way
i hope that the time can run faster
because i can't wait for the exam to end
so it means that the course is going to end too~

random

2010-06-26T13:20:00.007+08:00

suffering from working and studying during this week

it was tiring actually

so my under-control mind had activated

couldn't stop thinking at working time

colleagues keep asking me why i look sad and blur

actually i'm not

its because something is spinning inside my mind

sometimes,

i'm not as strong as u think

i'm not as weak as people seen

feel weak when people is helping me

feel weak when i'm behind someone

feel weak when i realize that everyone is strong

even though they're just look strong but actually not

people said that it was difficult to understand me

because something in my heart will never be told out

only if you're the special one

or

only when you can guess it by observation

but,

i always think that i'm so easy to be see through

is that so?!

who cares~

打工族

2010-06-13T13:44:00.010+08:00

13天沒有正式更新了
原因只有1個
就是開始了打工的生活
地點就不說了(如果真想懂就私下問我)

爲什麽會打工?
經驗和錢是並列第一的
這算是第一次正式在外面打工
感覺還不錯
雖然是累了一點
可是至今還算做得蠻開心的

錢對我來説也是非常重要的
無可否認我真的很愛血拼
也想試著自己賺錢
反正有機會就試試看咯

很多人看到或聽到我打工都嚇了一跳
其實沒什麽好嚇到的啦~
打工還蠻正常的啊~
也有很多人問我是不是在放假
其實不是
我是在半工讀
但不是在籌學費
原因我在上面就已經說過了

半工讀真的不簡單
也終于了解到了這種感受
真的是很棒的經驗
只要往好的方面去想就不會覺得累了
對吧,Carmen? ^^

最近這幾個星期
好像在一夜間發生了很多事情
各自的生活起了些變化
我覺得都是好事
因爲現在的我們都不再是小孩子了
踏入社會就是要隨時面對不同的變化

現在的每一天
都是很充實的一天
也是很忙的一天
沒有多餘的時間去emo了
想法上也好像變得有點不一樣
有嗎?!
還不知道嘞...

雖然有的時候還是會遇到不高興的事
也還是會往不好的方面去想
但最終還是解決了呀~
我知道自己因爲上課和打工的事
給一些人添了麻煩
但我真的不是故意的
只是我真的沒辦法~
很謝謝一直挺我的人...
和那些幫過我的人...

+U

2010-06-09T21:25:00.001+08:00

真是不簡單啊~

我會努力的~

我要咖啡~

^^

holiday

2010-05-31T18:24:00.010+08:00

We were rushing our homework last Wednesday because have to pass up on Thursday. While i finished it and printed it out, I received Cai's massage to inform us that Ms Ranee was in the hospital. So our class was cancelled on Thursday. We had 4 days holiday since Thursday because Friday was public holiday- Wesak Day. We decided to go to a beach. We always decide to go somewhere very randomly. We confirmed to hang out only in a few minutes. Finally, Carmen, Jackie and I went to have breakfast-roti canai at pandamaran. Then started our journey to Morib at around 10.45am. Unfortunately, we went there too early and there was no 'water'. We have to go there at evening or night then only we can see the sea. We kept going on then reached Sepang Gold Coast. We bought a kite and played for some time then walked more far to reach the water. It was quite disgusting because those are not sand. It was like mud. Carmen's shoes were so dirty, then Jackie and I put off our slippers. Although we couldn't see the beautiful beach but we enjoyed ourselves very much. It was really a happy day~

Today,after we reached Taylor's, we found that class was cancelled for Ms Ranee is still in the hospital. I never thought that i will have such a long holiday. We have 6 continuous days that have no class. The staff told us that she may be back on Wednesday. So we went for breakfast at old town then watched movie- The Bounty Hunter at 11.30am. There is no class tomorrow too but we have to be at class because they will arrange some work for us to do. Some of them don't want to go to class but i will be there because it will be very boring if i stay at home. I love my college life so much~

~18+1~

2010-05-27T16:16:00.015+08:00

25.05.10
It was my 18+1th birthday. As usual, we had class that day. But unusually, lecturer was sicked that day and we finished at 11am. So we went to pyramid and had lunch and movie. My classmates celebrate with me at lunch time.

At night. My family celebrate with me at Sunway--Belly Good. The food was great but a little expensive.

Last night, my brothers celebrate with me too. We had dinner at telok gong. After that, went to D'bamboo for some drinks. This was the first time i took Cocona, but i don't like it.

Lastly, these are my presents. Thanks to my friends,family and brothers for the celebrations and presents. I enjoyed myself very much in the 2 days~

Putra Jaya 1-Day Trip

2010-05-22T19:16:00.029+08:00

Fann and Reuben decided to go for a photo shooting at Labour Day. So i became their model. We went to Putra Jaya at the morning. The weather was really good for photo shooting but not for me because i had had to stay under the sun for a long time. However, it was tiring but happy and the photos are really great~

We brought lots of props like guitar,bears,balloons,camera,book and umbrella. Also, sunglasses was the most important thing to me because of the strong sunshine.

I did enjoyed myself on that day. Have to thanks to photographer - Reuben Teo and 'kelefe'-Fann. Photo shooting is really fun.^^

~Look out my facebook for more photos~
http://www.facebook.com/x.xYnn

sorry

2010-05-18T18:20:00.003+08:00

這就是所謂的凡事都有2面的意思嗎?
看了那2行句子
我心裏真的酸了
真的真的酸了
連眼淚也滴了下來
原來...
又再一次的原來...
突然覺得自己好自私!
一直都只顧慮到自己的想法
沒想到在同一件事情上面
我們各自的想法竟然相差那麽遠
或許是我只聼了一方面的説法
所以想法就偏向了一邊
對不起
我不會再這樣了...

原來

2010-05-18T16:18:00.005+08:00

有的時候
當我在看別人的部落時
竟然好像看到了自己的影子似的
當我自己有著那樣的想法時
卻意外發現原來別人也和我一樣
剛看了某某的部落
感觸算蠻深的哦
因爲她真是完全說出了我的心聲:
'有人说好朋友不需要太多
就算只有一个那就足够了
但是当我不开心的时候
我却想不到可以找谁说'
有些話即使是現在最好的朋友也是說不出口的
但有的人雖然不是和你最好的那個
卻可以說出那些話
這算是與那個人的緣份嗎?
只可惜我現在還沒遇到...

人家都說
一生人當中最好的朋友
就是在中學裏陪伴你度過的那個人
但現在的我們
卻好像什麽都不是
大家仿佛失去了聯絡
連偶爾的通話或聚會都漸漸沒有了
即使有任何的聚會
也會因爲某些事或人而缺席
所以到現在都沒有一次是好好地聚一聚的

原來到了這個年齡
我們所要面對的最大問題是這個而不是所謂很恐怖的assignment
或許有的人會認爲我又想太多了
我承認這次我的確想了很多
但這絕對不是什麽無謂的想法
而是我現在正在面對的問題
我肯去想總好過我只憋住然後往心底壓吧!
至少我有去面對的勇氣

results

2010-05-17T22:39:00.005+08:00

1 week holiday was really fast. Finally started my class today. It was a tired morning for i can't adapt to wake early so i felt a little sleepy at the morning. When Ms Ranee walked into the classroom i remembered that i had done the mid-term exam in the day before holiday. So, it was the time to receive the results. It was not bad at all, yet some papers didn't reach my target. I will work very hard to achieve a good results and will not disappoint everyone.

Grammar- 8.9
Listening- 7.8
Reading Comprehension- 7.7
Writing- 6.0

Make some careless mistake in listening and grammar paper. I promise it will not appear again.

happy b'day TO xuxu

cheong K + dinneR

2010-05-13T16:06:00.007+08:00

@ amp square ktv

supernatural photo

carmen & funfun don't be shy la~

I went to cheong K with funfun and carmen yesterday noon. We decided it in the previous night. Feel happy to hangout with them. Finally can have fun with new friends. Both of them are really funny and cute.[sry to carmen for the two words! pls forgive me~ ^^]

my dinner last night

its delicious o~love the mango ice

After that i had dinner @ Kim Gary because Fann had the 50% voucher. Eat not very very much but very full. Its more than my normal meal...^^
4 of us only paid for RM44... It was really worth la~

beach

2010-05-11T17:24:00.011+08:00

好想到海邊走走哦
讓那無限大的海洋
暫時帶我到只屬於我自己的世界

很久沒到過沙灘了
看日出、吹海風、堆城堡、游海水、曬日光浴、看日落
真是完美的一天啊
腦袋裏出現了無盡的想象
躺在沙灘上
看著每個不同的人
好爽啊!

我要去海邊!!!

it's over!

2010-05-07T17:25:00.005+08:00

lots of things happened in these days, not really wanna bother it which actually non of my business. the mid-term exam is over and now i have to enjoy my holiday! a lot of plans but don't think that i can finish all for i'm quite short of cash. May is always the poorest month because of Mum, Fann, Xu's birthday and Mother's Day, and also MY BIRTHDAY lor~ haha

i'm not expecting any special celebration or presents, will be very happy if received everyone's wishes... i'm quite enjoy to be 19 because i love college life although it still isn't very colorful yet. i know it will be very soon.

love

emo

sometimes

holiday!!!

2010-05-05T20:06:00.008+08:00

finally 1 more day to go~

my mid-term exam is on this Friday

actually i'm quite excited on it

because wanna know how much progress i have made

tried my best to revise this afternoon

although it was tiring, i felt great on spending my time in the library alone

because i know i won't even touch my folder if i went home early

i will avoid PP today and tomorrow

just hope to focus on the exam

and i am going to have 1 week break after the exam

woohoo!!!

i have no idea where to go during my break...

shopping again? lack of money!

go for a vacation? same as above!

haiz... so sad huh!

忆

2010-04-25T21:34:00.006+08:00

已经很长一段时间都没有吃宵夜了

几乎戒掉了吃宵夜的习惯

昨晚因为爸爸肚子饿

所以就和他去喝糖水

也是很久没有去那儿了~

当我坐下以后

许许多多我高三的回忆浮现在脑海里

因为那里是我们去年常去的地方

我们都吃些什么，喝些什么，聊些什么等等的...

回想了很多很多以前的事

也忆起以前的那种感觉

就真的很无忧无虑的生活

好怀念的说...

虽然开始了非正式的大学生活

成了非正式的大学生

但毕竟是开始踏入大人的世界

开始步入了这个复杂的社会

若是想回到以前的生活是不可能的

所以我选择仰望未来

选择去学习与适应

helplessness

2010-04-23T19:24:00.004+08:00

the same idea just keep coming out

from my mind

I don't want to ignore it anymore

just leave me alone

when i'm thinking

helplessness

rainbow

2010-04-22T15:29:00.005+08:00

Don't know what to write

so choose to use pictures to tell something

rainbow this morning

sunshine

in the car

rainbow

im still selling contact lens

so if anyone who interested

u can contact me anytime

Recently

2010-04-16T19:10:00.004+08:00

最近感覺好像發生了很多事
而自己也有少少的生病
但不是嚴重的
也搞得沒什麽胃口
不是很吃得下

感覺自己最近過得好像不太順利
而且也對很多事都提不起勁
身體也好像變得比以前更弱了
怎麽辦嘞?!

今天終于和班上其他同學講話了
雖然也是她主動的
而且只有幾句而已
但是我很開心
感覺跟大家熟絡了一點
放學時都有互相say bye
感覺很不錯
因爲我從來就是個怕羞的人
也不敢主動和別人打交道
但經由FB
我們開始試著去認識彼此了
這的確是件好事
希望能很快的與她們打成一片
大家都變成好朋友...

腹痛中

不要驚動愛情

2010-04-07T21:18:00.003+08:00

不要驚動愛情

主唱:鄭秀文
曲: 歐陽業俊
詞: 高皓正
原唱:高皓正

很想輕撫你　所以避開你
寧願用距離　去令你好奇
迴避過眼神　先偷偷喘氣
吩咐手臂　放在原地
傳聞浪漫太快　愛戀都走得快
才會　遲遲未步向你　說一世愛護你

情太過洶湧像深海　而我卻會忍耐
但求來日你醒過來
這份情像翅膀打開
還沒有相擁別意外　神教會我等待
待情流像細水　才去承諾你
拿一生兌換愛

很心急擁抱　所以在禱告
求甜蜜以前　帶著你慢步
遊歷過旅途　等一天終老
生老病死　一起細數
原來慢慢靠近　更珍惜這一吻
而我停留是為了你　要給予你護蔭

情太過洶湧像深海　而我卻會忍耐
但求來日你醒過來
這份情像翅膀打開
還沒有相戀別意外　神教會我等待
待情流像細水　才去承諾你
拿一生兌換愛

能為愛戀學習按奈　情信寄進心內
但求能學會倚靠神
愛被馴服過更精采
連地老天荒亦不更改　時間永遠等待
等你情願那天　才去承諾你
無止境那份愛

我用沉默叫醒愛情　你用期待做你反應
繼續行近直至開始愛

這首歌實在是太好聽了
超喜歡的

Please take a look

2010-04-01T16:59:00.006+08:00

Hi everyone~
I am currently selling contact lenses with very low price, u can save more than buying from outside stores.
If u're interested, u can leave me a comment on blogger or msn and also call me or sms me.

I have few different brands:

Bausch & Lomb :
- Bausch & Lomb-Softlens Daily Disposable 10-pack(pc) --- RM 30.00
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- SofLens®38 Contact Lenses 6-pack(pc) --- RM 45.00

Biomedics :
- Biomedics 38-2 weeks -6 pack(pc) --- RM 45.00
- Biomedics 55-2 weeks -6 pack(pc) --- RM 45.00

Ciba Vision :
- Focus® DAILIES® All Day Comfort -30 pack(pc)--- RM 45.00
- Air Optix Aqua -monthly -3 pack(pc) --- RM 45.00
- O2 Optix- 2 weeks -6 pack(pc) --- RM 60.00
- Freshlook One Day 6 pack(pc)--- RM 40.00
- Freshlook Color -Monthly -2 pack(pc)--- RM 38.00
-DAILIES® Comfort plus -30 pack(pc) ---RM72.00

Freshkon :
- Freshkon Alluring Eyes - Winsome Brown, monthly (1 pair) --- RM 50.00
- Freshkon Alluring Eyes - Mystical Black, monthly (1 pair) --- RM 50.00

Johnson & Johnson Acuvue :
- Acuvue Oasys, 2 weeks 6 pack(pc) --- RM 85.00
- Acuvue Clear, monthly 6 pack(pc) --- RM 45.00
- 1 day Acuvue (30pc) ---RM 80.00
- 1 day Moist (30pc) --- RM 85.00

If there is any question, u can ask me anytime.
Thx for supporting~

by,
Xynn

2 weeks

2010-03-26T21:42:00.004+08:00

me(my F.Boss is at the back^^)

finally another Friday~
i've already gone through 2 weeks out of 16 weeks classes
this week was more fun than the 1st week
having fun with friends anywhere and anytime
talking, laughing, gossiping and more
i'm quite adapt on college life after these 2 weeks
and had some progress on my english
still trying to make more improvement on myself
i had dye my hair to purple...
i love the color so much~

cai love this pic so much

i force him to make this pose^^

look so ah pek^.^

mocha frapp. chocolate cream. espresso frapp.

Love Mi

2010-03-22T16:43:00.011+08:00

19.03.10-Friday
這一天
是深具意義的一天
Mi的世界巡迴演唱會第一站
就在馬來西亞--云頂
盼了那麽久
這次終于有機會去看了
也是我人生中看的第一場演唱會

當天1點就放學了
bowie載我去mandy那裏
然後4點多就準備出發前往云頂
到那裏時還很早所以就去吃點東西
過後就是到云頂必須做的一件事
那就是進Casino啦!
Mandy和我一起進
結果還真的被check IC了
後來就再試一次
這次也被check但我做好了準備
拿出了Mandy的IC
然後就順利進了Casino
也是第一次哦!
人生中的2個第一次都在同一天發生了
真是高興啊~

Me & Mandy

到了7點多
要從first world走去arena stars時
發現我的後面跟著一位又帥又有型的靚仔
事後才知道他是Mi的Bass手
好後悔沒有跟他合照...

Mandy & Mi & Me

Mi現場的唱功真的沒話説
現場氣氛也high到不行
雖然2小時是有點短
但能在那2小時裏盡情享受到
我就很滿足了
進場前還買了Mi在香港最新的演唱會DVD
是新鮮出爐的~

Mi當天做了10個造型
不愧被稱爲亞洲Madonna
百變女王的形象依然延續著

Song List:
1.Chotto 等等
2.叮叮噹
3.默契
4.不來的季節
5.值得
6.娃娃看天下
7.長恨歌
8.Medly:I will survive, Can't take my eyes of you, Conga
9.罪與罰
10.You raise me up
11.信者得愛
12.回來我身邊
13.恰似你的溫柔
14.不要驚動愛情
15.Last Christmas
16.Medly:獨家試唱,星秀傳説,煞科,叮噹
17.親密關係
18.Love songs Medly:上一次流淚,終身美麗,不拖不欠,落錯車,終身美麗
19.唯獨你是不可取替

真的很愛Mi
希望下次還能再來馬開個唱
到時一定買VIP seats

fun

2010-03-16T21:53:00.005+08:00

I'd started my AE class yesterday
and everything was fine but 1 thing
that is i still can't adapt to wake early in the morning
so just try few more days to get with it...
the feeling as a college student was quite fun >>
can walk around the campus at the 10mins break,
saw some good looking girls but not guys,
only 3 hours for a day but friday is 4 1/2 hours,
can reach home earlier then secondary school...

i hope there will be more fun at class in later time^^

2 more days to go

officially

2010-03-14T23:19:00.004+08:00

i'm officially a college student for another few more hours
feel a bit nervous but i always ask meself not to
so i'm trying to relax myself today

since yesterday, i wanna shopping to calm down myself
and finally we done it today
but... i came home with nothing =.=
have many things to buy but i'd not much time tonight
so i'll shop it next time and buy everything i want

it's time to bed
hope everything will be alright at the first day of college

gather

2010-03-11T22:25:00.005+08:00

10/03/10
hangout with friends at noon
zhi and xuxu came to klang
so 7 of us--'me zhi xu boss dailou sin siang' went for lunch
after that is green box
the last is dinner but with different people
enjoy the time with my besties
because such a long time never hangout with them
especially 4 of us...
miss the time we 'ki siau' when school time

zhi & xynn

sin & siang & dailou

xu & zhi & xynn & boss

different

2010-03-09T23:17:00.002+08:00

It

was

different...

highway

2010-03-02T21:33:00.004+08:00

Hangout with Bowie today
Accompany her to pyramid and then watch movie
ate a lot the whole day
i think i really gain my weight during this cny
not purposely wanna keep fit
just feel that have to return to my original weight
but every ladies have to keep after 18 right?!
although i never think that i'm old!

Drive on highway today
actually never think to drive
Terynn just give me the car key
and had the conversation below
Xynn:"you sure? i thought u're kidding!"
Terynn:"i don't think im kidding!"
so...i drive lor...
got my licence 10months
and this is the first time drive through highway
when i reach klang
feel quite happy because i get these words from Terynn:
"真是名師出高徒啊!"
名師=Bowie
高徒=Xynn

*Bowie is an expert on driving & parking

18 days to go

新年

2010-02-20T23:54:00.005+08:00

今年的過年氣氛是最少的
但我過得還滿忙的說
至少沒有一天是閑著沒事做
這是值得慶幸的...
沒有像大家一樣去新年旅行
沒有像大家一樣到處拜年
只是忙著到處賺錢
新的一年裏
拼命賺錢也算是好的開始吧?!

初一情人節
過得安安穩穩
還是個單身情人節
但我過得很充實
照常有花收也有巧克力...
還得謝謝這位很疼我的哥哥
算不錯咯!

幾天下來
雖然賺不多
但至少都是只靠自己的
還蠻有滿足感的嘛!

還有一星期的時間
我會好好過的
享受這個完全自由自在的新年

我的第6感還是那麽的准
所以決不後悔說了那一句話

Before CNY

2010-02-12T12:56:00.004+08:00

Well
althought i don't have any CNY mood
but officially still have to wish
'Happy Chinese New Year'
eventhough went back to Hin Hua yesterday
still can't have any strong feeling bout CNY
why huh?!
who knows...

Finally finish cleaning my room
changed a new bed sheet
cleaned up all those rubbish thing
wiped the window and everything
but thats a trouble then
a cockroach appeared
and now it hided in another place and noone can find it
it was so so so disgusting!!!
and now
it make me remember of Medusa
a disgusting character in yesterday's movie
feel so itchy at that time
and that was the first time
sitting at couple seat with 5 guys
haha...

~HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~

煩

2010-02-04T14:14:00.004+08:00

真的好想離開啊!
離開這個現在不喜歡的地方
現在覺得很不幸福的地方
暫時的離開
應該可以讓我了解到現在的我是很幸福的這件事
因爲我現在一點都感受不到
只會覺得很厭煩
"嗯...哦...啊..."
每天都只有這幾個字從我嘴裏出來
每天都過著一層不變的生活
真是恨不得現在馬上就能開課
雖然會害怕當新生的感覺
雖然從小到大都有開學恐懼症
但至少不需每天都這麽枯燥乏味
再這樣下去
哪怕有一天我可能真的會得憂鬱症
因爲我的好想症(自創的名稱!意思是想太多的病)完全沒有恢復的跡象
一天比一天想的還多
一天比一天還嚴重的說...

現在的心情...
真是糟透了呀!!!

誰來救救我呢?!

love IT !!!

2010-02-03T13:33:00.006+08:00

Finally...

finally have a hair cut...
which i had expected for a week long...

love this new hair style
although it wasn't how i wanted at first

BEFORE

AFTER

hope to dye my hair

can I?!

nothing

2010-01-29T10:37:00.004+08:00

me too...

lost...
something had lost...
but everything is gonna be alright...

nothing to be sad
to you and to me

錯了

2010-01-24T18:20:00.006+08:00

開了部落都有一年的時間了
記載著我這一年來的心情
但...
又有多少是我最真實的心情呢?!
總是習慣把自己隱藏起來的我
曾經試圖改變自己的生活習慣
改變飲食習慣
改變對人對事的態度
改掉不該有的坏習慣
卻一直到現在才發現
原來...我不曾改變過
原來...我只想做回自己
原來...我太習慣一個人了
原來...
原來...
原來...
太多太多的原來...

Blogger account裏有著超過200篇的post
但publish出來的竟然不到一半
這算可悲嗎?!
其實很多時候
不曉得自己到底在想些什麽
只知道自己想了很多很多
最後都是選擇逃避收場
可我知道這次不行了
雖然每一次都告訴自己不能再逃避
可是沒有一次做得到
真差勁!

我...或許錯了...
我...對不起...

好久沒有這樣
一邊上網
一邊聼著喜歡的旋律
還能一邊喝著
自己最愛的Mocha
至少這一刻的我
是最真實的
可我就是討厭自己
尤其那令人難以接受性格

那
唯一不會錯的
也不變的
是
我依然愛著
我最愛的
青色和咖啡

happy birthday

2010-01-21T00:26:00.006+08:00

久違了的部落...
荒廢了2個星期的說
現在家裏總算能上網了

現在的我
好像與世隔絕似的
每天不是在家當宅女
就是在店當乖乖女
好像從畢業以來
每天都過著漫無目的的日子
好期待能趕快開學哦...
雖然已經忘了當初是怎麽認識新朋友的
但上college和中學會很不一樣
希望自己能應付得來

其實這個post沒啥意義的
只是純粹因爲能上網了
就隨便po幾個字上來
對於那些花時間來看的人
真是不好意思哦!
最後...
就祝我二姐
~生日快樂~

happy birthday
to
my dearest
~Mandy~

2010的第一篇

2010-01-06T21:00:00.004+08:00

好久沒更新了
基於最近家裏不能上網的原因
電腦都快發莓了
這幾天仿佛也發生了蠻多事的
不能一一的說出來
只能說我還沒有辦法真正的面對
接下來就得看時間的造化了
時間能證明一切
希望這句話會成真

現在的我處於生病狀態
前幾天是感冒
昨天開始咳嗽
結果連聲音也丟了
已經2天沒辦法好好説話了
一直嘗試説話但聲音卻出不來
希望明天能好起來...

時間過得真快
學校假期就這樣完了
身邊一些朋友也都開始上課了
自己卻還是那麽地想念高三的生活
好希望自己今年只是個高三生
而非畢業生
好懷念去年的校園生活
所以今年的高三生們要好好珍惜時間
別錯過了才來後悔啊!

而我呢...
也在這關鍵的時刻
做出了重要選擇
期望2010年會是美好的一年啦...

電影篇之十月圍城

2009-12-22T23:08:00.004+08:00

剛剛去看了場電影
'十月圍城' -- Bodyguard and Assassins
還蠻精彩的說
整部戯都沒有讓我失望
看得很過癮...
因爲會一直很緊張
等著接下來會發生什麽事

這算是近期看的幾部電影中
覺得還不錯的
而且看完了會有種莫名的興奮感

或許因爲最近有點煩惱吧...
很久沒試過這麽全神貫注在影片上了
讓自己在那140分鐘裏
完完全全地脫離世界
什麽都不去想、不去管
就是專心地看電影

今天...
算是蠻不錯的一天啦!

where to go??

2009-12-22T00:08:00.005+08:00

get my results today
althought i'd know how was it
but
feel more happy is
finally i get my marketing cert.
and just 2 of us got it...

went to s@n education today
and the conclusion is... CURTIN??
i'm still confusing
they say curtin is good
and the fees is cheaper than taylors
so... really??
SARAWAK??
i don't know...

follow the feel

my UEC results

2009-12-16T19:41:00.009+08:00

don't know what can i say
only disapointed to describe myself
only rainy day to describe my mood
haiz...

i knew i didn't do very very very well in the exam
but at least i worked hard
when i saw the results
i was really... ...sad
and my tears gonna came out
although it's not very bad
but it was a bit different with my expactation

this is a truth that noone can change it
so i just need some days to accept it
to those who get nice results:congratulations
to those who get bad results: just accept it
i'll try to face it in these days
thx to those who console me

MY RESULTS:
Chinese B4
Malay B6
English B4
Maths B5
H.Maths B5
Geography B4
Commerce B6
Commercial studies B5
Book-keeping B4

It was quite disapointed right?!

厭倦

2009-12-14T23:58:00.004+08:00

真的厭倦了
厭倦了這樣的生活
爲什麽我總是得受到些不公平的對待呢?
我在你們眼裏永遠都只殘留著那些不好的
不管是多麽大的事或只是芝麻綠豆的小事
但那些好的呢?
我自認沒有做錯事
自認很安分守己
但爲什麽呢?
我真的就這麽一文不值嗎?
真的就這麽差嗎?

突然...地

2009-12-07T22:21:00.004+08:00

很突然地
決定要讀書了
也不知爲什麽
雖然之前是被逼的
可是突然好像有了目標似的
就在心裏做了決定

下禮拜
統考成績就出爐了
還蠻緊張的說
有些許的後悔當初沒把書念好
不過既然已成定局
就只好祈禱這屆的水平低咯
哈哈

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從旅行回來以後
好像很多事情都看透了
有些事也不再執迷不悟了
好像有長大了的感覺(很誇張似的!)
或許因爲這樣
才會決定讀書的事
其實也不想每天在家無所事事
想去工作但家人卻反對
繼續去做回學生也不錯的
而至於在自己的想法上
或許有變得更成熟些了吧!
這是我自認的...
我不想再像以前那樣逃避了
這次我選擇面對
主動面對
希望以後都會這樣咯~

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*以下是旅行的照片

其餘的照片都upload到facebook去了!
可以到那邊察看...

旅行

2009-12-02T12:42:00.002+08:00

昨晚
我們的畢業旅行
就這樣告一段落了
6天過得很快
超級快的說
真的很捨不得
捨不得這個讓我充滿歡樂回憶的班
捨不得我親愛的朋友們

這整個過程
又再一次的讓我產生了遺憾
很多時候
當我不知該如何處理事情時
就會選擇逃避
但我萬萬想不到
我在昨天竟然還是選擇了逃避
因爲我不知道該怎麽辦
不知道該做些什麽
我很恨我自己沒有選擇下車
然後給你一個擁抱
在那一刹那
我的腦海裏盡是這6年的回憶
第一次看到你的時候
你要轉校的時候
又看到你再次回興華的時候
我們一起參與運動會的時候
我們變成很好朋友的時候
你幫我作弊的時候
你總是聼我發牢騷的時候
我們一起看著那個人跌倒的時候
你第一次看到我流淚的時候
我第一次看你流淚的時候
我們一起去第一次的畢業旅行的時候
你第一次來我家過夜的時候
我們一起做cookies的時候
我們總是形影不離的時候
你總是在罵我要我好好念書的時候
我們那一次又一次的默契...
你是這6年以來
對我最好的人
最幫我的人
讓我覺得自己有存在感的人
陪我度過所有難關的人...

這次的旅程結束后
我們大家就要為往後作打算了
無論是打工或升學也好
只希望大家能努力向上
完成自己的夢想

*照片多2天再post上來喲

如果你看了我這篇部落
希望你可以傳個簡訊給我

安穩的一天

2009-11-23T23:48:00.004+08:00

今天
過得很安穩的一天
早上睡到自然醒
下午在煲戯
晚上去聼好朋友唱歌

今天聊了很多
把很多平常的怨氣給釋放了出來
至少心裏有比較舒服了

多幾天就要去旅行了
我很久沒去旅行了
上一次是在新年的時候和家人去BALI
這一次與同學們去LANGKAWI
都是與水和沙有關的地方
很期待這次的旅行
雖然遇到很不好的導遊
可是只要大家在一起
應該會很盡興的

恭喜你進了12強
要加油哦!
永遠是你最忠實的聽衆和助理
哈哈... : )

流沙

2009-11-19T21:01:00.001+08:00

陶喆-流沙

並不是真的路過而已　也不是真的不會想你
全都不是真的是騙自己　其實還愛你愛著你

我以為我早想清楚　不由自主恍恍惚惚
又走回頭路　再看一眼有過的幸福

愛情好像流沙　我不掙扎　隨它去吧　我不害怕
愛情好像流沙　心裡的牽掛
不願放下 OH BABY 讓我這樣吧

愛情好像流沙　我不說話　等待黑暗　讓淚能落下
愛情好像流沙　明知該躲它　無法自拔　OH BABY　是我太傻

是一再的做　一再的錯不由我
我一步一步一步一步　慢慢走向流沙

剛剛突然從嘴裏唱出來的一首歌
很久了的一首歌
很好聽的一首歌

A Great Job

2009-11-16T22:06:00.007+08:00

~最愛的一張照片~

昨天
開始了爲期1天的工作
竟然是照顧小朋友
還沒開始時還蠻怕的
因爲不太會哄小孩子
也很怕被他們欺負

但後來
我發現我低估了自己的能力
昨天的工作
一切都很順利
看到很多很多很多的小朋友
可是卻沒有一點的畏懼
嘻嘻
反而是很興奮的說

那些小朋友們
都會叫我們老師
可能有的就會叫姐姐
這感覺還蠻爽的哦

雖然有些不是很聽話
可是有那些有經驗的老師們幫忙
一切都過得很順利
演出也圓滿的結束了

~大家都是興華的~

這是一份我們大家都很愛的工作
雖然工錢不算多
工作時間也很長
也沒有多少休息的時間
可是大家都很高興
一整天看了差不多600-700個小朋友
大家都沒有在怕的說
反而是很享受整個過程
12個小時的工作時間過得非常快
因爲大家都樂在其中
老闆娘也是非常好人
對我們很好
結束后還請我們去吃
她的人也很nice
對員工來說
遇到這種老闆是很幸福的!!!

~晚餐與宵夜時間~

~在休息室~

後來
還和小朋友拍照
和老師們拍照
我們自己拍照...

就這樣過了一天
很充實的一天
充滿意義的一天

~妹妹很可愛喲~

YAMAHA萬歲

我畢業了!!!

2009-11-13T11:01:00.008+08:00

現在的我們都是校友了
這種身份還不太適應的說
畢業典禮當天
當我跨出校門口的那一步時
我很慶幸地喊出了那句:我畢業了!

早上一到學校的時候
我的心情真的很低落
也不知道爲什麽就是擠不出一點點的笑容
我也一直覺得自己當天應該哭不出了
那裏知道我那麽早就流淚了
就在我和阿花抱抱的時候
我真的忍不住了
後來看到一群還在高二的朋友
心裏更是感到激動

那天是我這6年以來
第一次看到和聽到她這麽不顧一切的哭聲
真的是第一次
我的心裏真的揪了起來
不過也很高興到了最後一天我能看到這一幕

時間真的過得很快
看了其他人畢業也有5年了
這次終于輪到了自己
走紅地毯的感覺其實很棒
看著每一位老師
尤其那些和他們比較好的
其實很捨不得
可是離開是必然的

在此
我要說聲:

大家，我終于正式畢業啦!

一滴淚

2009-11-10T23:39:00.002+08:00

進入倒數9個小時的狀態了
9個小時后
我手上將拿著屬於我在興華中學6年的榮譽
大聲喊出我畢業了!!!

曾經非常期待這一刻的到來
但現在我卻希望時光能停留下來
不再繼續
因爲很喜歡今年的每一個日子
很捨不得離開
每一件發生的事情
一直浮現在腦海中
很多很多的畫面
還有我和妳6年的感情

爲著即將的離開
帶著許多不捨
留下了淚水
不多
就一滴...

Attention please!!!

2009-11-02T23:45:00.007+08:00

My cute niece, Enn Thong is 4 month old...
Here is a contest and i hope everyone can help to vote! TQ

It is the Huggies Photo contest!
Please click the link below and vote my cutie Enn Thong! Thx very much~
http://www.huggies.com.my/photo-contest/gallery.aspx?id=12871

過去了

2009-10-29T12:37:00.002+08:00

終于
所有的包袱終于都可以放下了
所有的一切都過去了
好不容易
撐到統考都過去了
雖然沒有什麽解放的感覺
可是至少不用再對著無聊的課本
聼著老師無聊的講課
但我知道
當我開始了另一段新生活時
我會很想念中學時的一切

現在
不是緬懷過去的時候
而是時候對未來作出規劃
想想未來的去向
不管未來如何
活在當下是最重要的

祈求萍會順利畢業

停止幻想!!!

2009-10-21T14:37:00.006+08:00

自從畢業考后就一直頽廢到現在
大家則一直往前沖
沖到了我看不到的終點
而我就一直留在原地打轉
絲毫沒有往前一步

現在的我
不敢對自己和任何人
做出任何的承諾
給予任何的期望
明天就是正式考了
最不希望到來的一天
我知道到了現在
逃避也沒有用
反而會令大家失望
只有趁著剩下的幾個小時裏
用盡自己最大的能力
能讀多少就多少
希望我能暫時停止幻想
只要5天就好
過了這5天就可以把這些累人的包袱丟掉了

要謝謝2個人
一直要我加油
要我不要放棄
不斷的鼓勵我
要我放輕鬆就好
叫我盡力就好
謝謝妳和你

心情

2009-10-08T15:25:00.002+08:00

好久沒有真正打從心底很開心的笑了
我不是故意的
而我是真的笑不出來
心裏這幾天都不太好受
或許因爲我遇見了真正的我吧
那個我從來不肯承認的思想
不肯承認的性格
不知什麽時候它開始出現在我腦袋裏了
而我就這麽承認它了

好幾天了
我都在搞自閉
在你們面前強忍歡笑
是不想讓你們感覺我又在胡思亂想
我不是在胡思亂想
是很認真地在想事情
只是...沒什麽

今天早上
挎起大風
感覺很舒服
我就說是颱風來了
説不定世界末日也快到了
xu就說
這世界就是有我這種人
我這種人?!
是哪種人?!
成天在胡思亂想的人?
還是期望世界末日到來的人?
還是快得憂鬱症的人?

在演戲時
演員不能把整段故事都非常仔細地演出來
因爲要留給觀衆幻想的空間
這樣才會有所期待
對嗎?!
那我何嘗不是想為自己的人生幻想一下呢?
雖然我是對自己的人生沒有所期待
但幻想對誰都沒有壞處吧?!

很多事
到了現在
已經不一樣了
不再是我們所熟悉的那樣了
曾幾何時
我也有過這種經歷
但都過去了
就讓往事都隨風遠去

karma?!

2009-10-06T16:23:00.002+08:00

很多事情
都不是我們所能控制的
人一生出來
就有著屬於自己的命運
獨一無二的
人生的路要怎麽走
在一早就是被注定了的
所以不管現在作了些什麽
發生了哪些事
都是命運所安排的

我所做出的這些選擇
也是一早注定的
我也不過是在履行著自己的命運而已
別再想著未來如何
因爲沒有人知道下一秒會發生些什麽事
可能2012年還沒到
世界末日就來了也說不定
誰知道呢?!

Congrazzz

2009-10-02T15:16:00.004+08:00

Congratulation to myself!!!
I'm graduated...
Today was the last of graduation exam and the last paper is always geography.
I had tried my best on it so i don't care about the result anymore.
Time past so fast and everything is gonna end soon.
I know i will be crying on the graduation ceremony, and everyone of us will do that too. I bet it!
We have to start up a new life after the graduation trip.
All of the memories will keep in our mind forever!

慵懶

2009-09-29T21:21:00.007+08:00

又是慵懶的一天
干了一些不該在考試時干的事
讀書的心情依然回不來
之前的諾言仿佛又從腦海裏消失不見了
在努力尋找著
但在這尋找的過程中
好像迷路了
怎麽辦好呢?
應該放棄嗎?還是繼續?
我不懂呃...
思考過程中
突然覺得自己是不是該跳脫出這不屬於我該思考的範圍呢?
或許是吧!

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上星期
跑去剪頭髮了
和二姐一起去剪
變得很舒服
因爲真是夠短
也是我第一次那麽短
其實不太明白自己為什麽要那麽短
只是隨隨便便就剪了
可是不曾覺得後悔啦

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最近的這幾天
咖啡都陪伴著我
至少那是我唯一還記得是自己喜歡的

每一天都有怪怪的感覺
總是不大舒服似的
手有點抖抖的
昨天在手中的茶杯都拿不穩
不小心就倒到桌上了
今天也有一點這樣的感覺

又再想太多了嗎?
我...好累

星巴克之海鮮記

2009-09-26T16:03:00.007+08:00

再一次的考完試后出去流蕩
今天去了AEON
我們4個到處走走
然後在星巴克坐了下來
一人一杯冷飲
聊著有的沒的...
還蠻喜歡這樣的感覺的

今天遇到了很多有趣的事
在星巴克時
先是遇到了大傻
後來又遇到了言與小學同學
雖然大家都是興華小學的
但是我不認識他們呃!
在那邊看到了很大群的'海鮮'
而且是黑黑的海鮮
超不新鮮的說!!!
我們就好像到了海底世界一樣
被海鮮包圍著了!!!
還看到有人裸著上半身到處走
那個guard差點要趕他走了
後來又看到很多的security guard到處跑
好像要抓人似的
我們就做'雞婆'跟上去看
結果什麽都沒看到
哈哈
就這樣過了整個下午
又一天過去了
明天又是該打拚得時候了
大家加油吧!

well preparation

2009-09-24T17:33:00.003+08:00

I just look around some bloggers new post, most of them talk about the chinese exam today. Someone think that they are careless, some feel that its hard and some feel disappointed! Then... how about me??? Although i cant answer well but i'm not feeling very disappointed or upset. I'd tried my best to answer all the question so i'm not going to blame who or what and just accept the truth. This is what i can only do... Right?? We need lot of time to learn a language deeply not the only 1 or 2 days! The earth will not stop for anyone even 1 seconds... What we need to do now is prepare our English well. The most important thing is we can graduate successfully in this exam! Everyone must try ur best to do everything, but not say NO easily!!!

爲了...誰?什麽?

2009-09-21T23:24:00.004+08:00

連續放了幾天假
都是去店幫忙
因爲假期生意都比較好
根本沒讀到書
只翻了好幾頁而已

因爲一些話和一些事
令到我有些事非做不可
不管是為誰都好...

今天有一點空檔就拿起書來讀了
但實在不怎麽讀得下
突然好想哭
突然好像放棄
突然不想再讀書了

我不是讀書的料
也不是喜歡讀書的人
這我很清楚
但卻得得到最高榮譽
爲了什麽都好

我沒有選擇放棄的權利
因爲所有人都在看著
包括我自己

謝謝你
謝謝你常sms鼓勵我
你會是我其中一個動力
不管是為誰或什麽
我...應該會努力吧!
"船到橋頭自然直"

celebration

2009-09-13T19:43:00.005+08:00

我和芷

09年09月09日
芷芷的生日
我們當然有去慶祝啦!
原本打算去subang吃但因爲隔天要上課所以就在巴生咯!
我們到AEON隔壁那邊吃火鍋
我們4個7點15分就到了
就等大家來咯...
吃到10點才走人
那晚真的很開心
邊吃邊做傻
還有頒獎典禮
一個個頒發芷的禮物
言是主持,萍和我是攝影
真是搞笑...

芷和蛋糕

吃蛋糕啦!

後來散場了
我們4個就到灰色地帶進行2nd round

我們點了:iced mocha,honey lemon,
lemon milk & cappucino

在那邊聊聊天、拍照
還玩牌啊!
芷真的很厲害呃!
連贏了好多局...
xu也不錯
boss只贏了一盤
而我是最差的
從頭到尾都輸...啊!!!

亂拍的

回家的時候在車上玩自拍
我們4個一直在說"快點!快點!"
哈哈
因爲boss在駕車嘛!

我們4個~自拍

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真是忙碌又充實的一天
也是很開心的一天
那2天裏
我們之間的默契突然變得超好的
同樣的話同時脫口而出

那天
我看完了以后
感觸好深哦!
流下了3行淚
其實心裏想了很多很多
卻説不出口
但
這一切都不再重要了
只要我們好好珍惜接下來的日子就好了
知道你會為我擔心
但你放心
我在心裏對你和對自己許下了承諾
我相信我會做到的
也知道你是期待著的...

特別的日子

2009-09-09T15:53:00.004+08:00

今天是個很特別的日子
首先是2009年09月09日
第二是我的好朋友兼死黨的生日
再來剛好是她的18嵗生日
真是巧...
我的好朋友
她就是美芷啦!
我們從初一到高三都同班
成了好朋友很多年了
今天是我們相識的第2059天
我們一起經歷了風風雨雨
雖然稱不上是大風大浪
但拼湊起來絕對會是很精彩的一段故事

其實雖然說認識了那麽久而且還是好朋友
到了昨天我竟然發現原來我並不了解她
她喜歡的顔色、她喜歡吃什麽、她喜歡的口味
這些我竟然都不知道
好失敗的我...
但從另一個角度來看
也並不完全不了解啊!
至少我知道她不喜歡吃什麽、她不喜歡什麽東西
只是因爲她不怎麽挑食也不特別喜歡哪樣食物
反正她不討厭的她都ok...

我們之間最好的就是默契
這6年來不是白費的
我們培養出很好的默契
有時也很心靈相通的說

在這裡
我要祝芷芷
生日快樂
笑口常開
永遠快樂

芷，
朋友之間是這樣的
開心時一起分享
傷心時借你肩膀
煩惱時和你一起想
就這麽簡單...

脾氣

2009-09-04T18:18:00.003+08:00

你的確可以有你的脾氣
而且都那麽久了
其實說起來也算是習慣了
我不是要生氣些什麽
只是有時會忍不住也氣了起來
我沒有資格阻止你不發脾氣
因爲我自己也知道我有我的脾氣
今天原本就有點心情不好
所以才順理成章的發起了點點的脾氣
不需要向我道歉
或許也是我自己多心了
在這裡表明我的立場不代表些什麽
只是不想讓氣氛變得尷尬
有的時候我也會這樣無端端發起一些脾氣
要身邊的朋友遷就我
我知道自己有不對的地方
所以已經盡量在控制了
做朋友不應該計較那麽多
這點我很清楚
希望這次可以讓我自己反省反省
我已經盡量不讓自己每天再想那麽多了
只是我還需要些時間

我不笑
不代表我不高興
不代表我生氣
不代表我不爽
也不代表我還沒睡醒
只是又再不小心掉進自己的世界裏而已

背影

2009-09-03T20:37:00.004+08:00

最近總是用我的背影和萍打招呼
這句話是她說的
開學以來
我除了在芷,xu,boss,欣,祥面前說話和笑之外
不懂爲什麽總是不想對外界給與太多的反應
對不起哦...
又多了一些不尋常的坏習慣
最近的我變得很奇怪
也説不上是哪裏怪
反正怪怪的就對了

前幾天看回朱自清的背影
覺得好熟悉啊!
以前就對它很有印象了
重看時突然有種感動...
好奇怪哦!

就讓我走
讓我開始享受自由
即使我不堅強
你也不需懂