new journey

started my orientation yesterday
it was just...sucks, ya!
because really nothing to do there
seems like they're wasting my time for no point


realize that i'm afraid
afraid of what?
i know it,
just inside my heart...
but this doesn't mean that i think a lot again
because i'm definitely NOT
everyone has their own care and worry
somebody choose to tell out everything;
but some of them choose to hide it inside themselves
we have our rights and choices


its time for me to think about my future
erm... may be not future but my life


should I be :
more mature? more steady? more certain?
more radiant? more confident? more...XX??
i think i may need all of these


god bless...
for my new journey~