活在當下??

以我的性格
通常都是先苦后甜
但最近都顛覆了以往的作風
做了自己想做的事
之後才來做些自己不想做的事
但不管再怎麽不想做
還是得堅持下去

下了場大雨之後
彩虹一定會出現
這是用來說服自己的

雖然沒有秉持著任何走下去的理由
但路還是需要走下去
因爲無論有著多麽天馬行空的想象
生活還是得過啊

暫時選擇了以這樣的心態來面對
就堅持下去吧
雖然我不懂多久以後
我又會萌生放棄的念頭
但...
就試著學習活在當下...吧

full day

work early in the morning
next is lunch-pasta
and window shopping
after that is movie-toy story 3(finally...)
then air brush tattoo-dolphin^^
last is dinner + back home



toy story 3 is damn nice
fortunately, it didn't disappoint me
the storyline is great
the effect is nice
and the toys are cute and funny
it really pulls out lots of my memories
since toy story 2 was so long time ago

today was a nice day for me
~enjoy~

LastLy

only 2 more days
this course will be ended up
still don't have any feeling yet
may be because the exam is on Monday
so... still have some time
took photo with Ms Ranee after the class
i think i will miss her when i start my major
because she is really kind to us
hope to meet nice lecturers in the future studies




today is 2nd July
1/2 year had just pass
what had i done during the few months?
couldn't really remember at all
just know that
i'd joined the AE class in March
i make many new friends
i have sweet memories
although there were something happened




i'm definitely will miss this class
because this is my first experience on going towards the society
thanks everyone in AE class and also the lecturer
^^'

random

suffering from working and studying during this week

it was tiring actually

so my under-control mind had activated

couldn't stop thinking at working time

colleagues keep asking me why i look sad and blur

actually i'm not

its because something is spinning inside my mind




sometimes,

i'm not as strong as u think

i'm not as weak as people seen

feel weak when people is helping me

feel weak when i'm behind someone

feel weak when i realize that everyone is strong

even though they're just look strong but actually not




people said that it was difficult to understand me

because something in my heart will never be told out

only if you're the special one

or

only when you can guess it by observation

but,

i always think that i'm so easy to be see through

is that so?!

who cares~

打工族

13天沒有正式更新了
原因只有1個
就是開始了打工的生活
地點就不說了(如果真想懂就私下問我)


爲什麽會打工?
經驗和錢是並列第一的
這算是第一次正式在外面打工
感覺還不錯
雖然是累了一點
可是至今還算做得蠻開心的


錢對我來説也是非常重要的
無可否認我真的很愛血拼
也想試著自己賺錢
反正有機會就試試看咯


很多人看到或聽到我打工都嚇了一跳
其實沒什麽好嚇到的啦~
打工還蠻正常的啊~
也有很多人問我是不是在放假
其實不是
我是在半工讀
但不是在籌學費
原因我在上面就已經說過了


半工讀真的不簡單
也終于了解到了這種感受
真的是很棒的經驗
只要往好的方面去想就不會覺得累了
對吧,Carmen? ^^


最近這幾個星期
好像在一夜間發生了很多事情
各自的生活起了些變化
我覺得都是好事
因爲現在的我們都不再是小孩子了
踏入社會就是要隨時面對不同的變化


現在的每一天
都是很充實的一天
也是很忙的一天
沒有多餘的時間去emo了
想法上也好像變得有點不一樣
有嗎?!
還不知道嘞...


雖然有的時候還是會遇到不高興的事
也還是會往不好的方面去想
但最終還是解決了呀~
我知道自己因爲上課和打工的事
給一些人添了麻煩
但我真的不是故意的
只是我真的沒辦法~
很謝謝一直挺我的人...
和那些幫過我的人...

holiday

We were rushing our homework last Wednesday because have to pass up on Thursday. While i finished it and printed it out, I received Cai's massage to inform us that Ms Ranee was in the hospital. So our class was cancelled on Thursday. We had 4 days holiday since Thursday because Friday was public holiday- Wesak Day. We decided to go to a beach. We always decide to go somewhere very randomly. We confirmed to hang out only in a few minutes. Finally, Carmen, Jackie and I went to have breakfast-roti canai at pandamaran. Then started our journey to Morib at around 10.45am. Unfortunately, we went there too early and there was no 'water'. We have to go there at evening or night then only we can see the sea. We kept going on then reached Sepang Gold Coast. We bought a kite and played for some time then walked more far to reach the water. It was quite disgusting because those are not sand. It was like mud. Carmen's shoes were so dirty, then Jackie and I put off our slippers. Although we couldn't see the beautiful beach but we enjoyed ourselves very much. It was really a happy day~





Today,after we reached Taylor's, we found that class was cancelled for Ms Ranee is still in the hospital. I never thought that i will have such a long holiday. We have 6 continuous days that have no class. The staff told us that she may be back on Wednesday. So we went for breakfast at old town then watched movie- The Bounty Hunter at 11.30am. There is no class tomorrow too but we have to be at class because they will arrange some work for us to do. Some of them don't want to go to class but i will be there because it will be very boring if i stay at home. I love my college life so much~

~18+1~

25.05.10
It was my 18+1th birthday. As usual, we had class that day. But unusually, lecturer was sicked that day and we finished at 11am. So we went to pyramid and had lunch and movie. My classmates celebrate with me at lunch time.










At night. My family celebrate with me at Sunway--Belly Good. The food was great but a little expensive.










Last night, my brothers celebrate with me too. We had dinner at telok gong. After that, went to D'bamboo for some drinks. This was the first time i took Cocona, but i don't like it.









Lastly, these are my presents. Thanks to my friends,family and brothers for the celebrations and presents. I enjoyed myself very much in the 2 days~

sorry

這就是所謂的凡事都有2面的意思嗎?
看了那2行句子
我心裏真的酸了
真的真的酸了
連眼淚也滴了下來
原來...
又再一次的原來...
突然覺得自己好自私!
一直都只顧慮到自己的想法
沒想到在同一件事情上面
我們各自的想法竟然相差那麽遠
或許是我只聼了一方面的説法
所以想法就偏向了一邊
對不起
我不會再這樣了...

原來

有的時候
當我在看別人的部落時
竟然好像看到了自己的影子似的
當我自己有著那樣的想法時
卻意外發現原來別人也和我一樣
剛看了某某的部落
感觸算蠻深的哦
因爲她真是完全說出了我的心聲:
'有人说好朋友不需要太多
就算只有一个那就足够了
但是当我不开心的时候
我却想不到可以找谁说'
有些話即使是現在最好的朋友也是說不出口的
但有的人雖然不是和你最好的那個
卻可以說出那些話
這算是與那個人的緣份嗎?
只可惜我現在還沒遇到...

人家都說
一生人當中最好的朋友
就是在中學裏陪伴你度過的那個人
但現在的我們
卻好像什麽都不是
大家仿佛失去了聯絡
連偶爾的通話或聚會都漸漸沒有了
即使有任何的聚會
也會因爲某些事或人而缺席
所以到現在都沒有一次是好好地聚一聚的

原來到了這個年齡
我們所要面對的最大問題是這個而不是所謂很恐怖的assignment
或許有的人會認爲我又想太多了
我承認這次我的確想了很多
但這絕對不是什麽無謂的想法
而是我現在正在面對的問題
我肯去想總好過我只憋住然後往心底壓吧!
至少我有去面對的勇氣

cheong K + dinneR

@ amp square ktv



supernatural photo



carmen & funfun don't be shy la~


I went to cheong K with funfun and carmen yesterday noon. We decided it in the previous night. Feel happy to hangout with them. Finally can have fun with new friends. Both of them are really funny and cute.[sry to carmen for the two words! pls forgive me~ ^^]



my dinner last night



its delicious o~love the mango ice


After that i had dinner @ Kim Gary because Fann had the 50% voucher. Eat not very very much but very full. Its more than my normal meal...^^
4 of us only paid for RM44... It was really worth la~

忆

已经很长一段时间都没有吃宵夜了

几乎戒掉了吃宵夜的习惯

昨晚因为爸爸肚子饿

所以就和他去喝糖水

也是很久没有去那儿了~

当我坐下以后

许许多多我高三的回忆浮现在脑海里

因为那里是我们去年常去的地方

我们都吃些什么，喝些什么，聊些什么等等的...

回想了很多很多以前的事

也忆起以前的那种感觉

就真的很无忧无虑的生活

好怀念的说...

虽然开始了非正式的大学生活

成了非正式的大学生

但毕竟是开始踏入大人的世界

开始步入了这个复杂的社会

若是想回到以前的生活是不可能的

所以我选择仰望未来

选择去学习与适应

Recently

最近感覺好像發生了很多事
而自己也有少少的生病
但不是嚴重的
也搞得沒什麽胃口
不是很吃得下

感覺自己最近過得好像不太順利
而且也對很多事都提不起勁
身體也好像變得比以前更弱了
怎麽辦嘞?!

今天終于和班上其他同學講話了
雖然也是她主動的
而且只有幾句而已
但是我很開心
感覺跟大家熟絡了一點
放學時都有互相say bye
感覺很不錯
因爲我從來就是個怕羞的人
也不敢主動和別人打交道
但經由FB
我們開始試著去認識彼此了
這的確是件好事
希望能很快的與她們打成一片
大家都變成好朋友...

腹痛中

2 weeks

me(my F.Boss is at the back^^)

finally another Friday~
i've already gone through 2 weeks out of 16 weeks classes
this week was more fun than the 1st week
having fun with friends anywhere and anytime
talking, laughing, gossiping and more
i'm quite adapt on college life after these 2 weeks
and had some progress on my english
still trying to make more improvement on myself
i had dye my hair to purple...
i love the color so much~

cai love this pic so much

i force him to make this pose^^

look so ah pek^.^

mocha frapp. chocolate cream. espresso frapp.

gather

10/03/10
hangout with friends at noon
zhi and xuxu came to klang
so 7 of us--'me zhi xu boss dailou sin siang' went for lunch
after that is green box
the last is dinner but with different people
enjoy the time with my besties
because such a long time never hangout with them
especially 4 of us...
miss the time we 'ki siau' when school time

zhi & xynn

sin & siang & dailou

xu & zhi & xynn & boss

脾氣

你的確可以有你的脾氣
而且都那麽久了
其實說起來也算是習慣了
我不是要生氣些什麽
只是有時會忍不住也氣了起來
我沒有資格阻止你不發脾氣
因爲我自己也知道我有我的脾氣
今天原本就有點心情不好
所以才順理成章的發起了點點的脾氣
不需要向我道歉
或許也是我自己多心了
在這裡表明我的立場不代表些什麽
只是不想讓氣氛變得尷尬
有的時候我也會這樣無端端發起一些脾氣
要身邊的朋友遷就我
我知道自己有不對的地方
所以已經盡量在控制了
做朋友不應該計較那麽多
這點我很清楚
希望這次可以讓我自己反省反省
我已經盡量不讓自己每天再想那麽多了
只是我還需要些時間

我不笑
不代表我不高興
不代表我生氣
不代表我不爽
也不代表我還沒睡醒
只是又再不小心掉進自己的世界裏而已

Again

The Hin Hua High School 12th Sports Day is over...
Most of them was happy on it but im not...
Dont ask me why! It was just my feeling.
I didnt really feel so 'HIGH' today because we're not really have team work at all.
Feel like everyone dont really enjoy accept those who like to act crazy.haha

At first we had decided to go for dinner at biao di's shop then go to watch Transformer. Unfortunately...i miss the movie again. Is AGAIN!!!
It is becoz i wan to visit my cute niece--En Thong...

So after the closing ceremony Wei Siang,Kai Siang,Suey Sin and me went to yam cha...
We chat lot things at there. At that time i realize that i should have known them earlier...
I think that i might have more frens... Thx you guys ya.

When i decided to put aeroplane

I din feel sorry becoz everyone knew that i care about Thong Thong.

I knw you guys wont angry at me but when we're going back...

i found that... im wrong!