Showing posts with label annoy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label annoy. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

new journey

started my orientation yesterday
it was just...sucks, ya!
because really nothing to do there
seems like they're wasting my time for no point


realize that i'm afraid
afraid of what?
i know it,
just inside my heart...
but this doesn't mean that i think a lot again
because i'm definitely NOT
everyone has their own care and worry
somebody choose to tell out everything;
but some of them choose to hide it inside themselves
we have our rights and choices


its time for me to think about my future
erm... may be not future but my life


should I be :
more mature? more steady? more certain?
more radiant? more confident? more...XX??
i think i may need all of these


god bless...
for my new journey~


Thursday, July 22, 2010

A or B ?! or C?!

did not sleep well last night

because drank too much coffee at night

and also think too much

just couldn't really fell asleep


its so complicated right now

should i or shouldn't i?

i'm always being influenced by someone easily

i will not know which to choose when everyone tell different things

and also when i have no idea


i need some ways to release...

but actually what to release?

who cares...

but i do really need~

need to...meletup...lol

Thursday, February 4, 2010

煩

真的好想離開啊!
離開這個現在不喜歡的地方
現在覺得很不幸福的地方
暫時的離開
應該可以讓我了解到現在的我是很幸福的這件事
因爲我現在一點都感受不到
只會覺得很厭煩
"嗯...哦...啊..."
每天都只有這幾個字從我嘴裏出來
每天都過著一層不變的生活
真是恨不得現在馬上就能開課
雖然會害怕當新生的感覺
雖然從小到大都有開學恐懼症
但至少不需每天都這麽枯燥乏味
再這樣下去
哪怕有一天我可能真的會得憂鬱症
因爲我的好想症(自創的名稱!意思是想太多的病)完全沒有恢復的跡象
一天比一天想的還多
一天比一天還嚴重的說...




























































現在的心情...
真是糟透了呀!!!





















































誰來救救我呢?!

Saturday, June 27, 2009

別怪我...

下星期就是步操的初賽了
昨天終于把簡介都寫出來了
是蠻特別的簡介來的...
對我來説是件不容易的差事啊!

今天放學就很努力地在練習
大家都想勇闖決賽
爭取最高榮譽
而我自己
其實也是非常渴望的
畢竟拿了2屆的冠軍
當然希望3連冠啊!
從現在開始每天都在祈禱...

每當到了練習的時候
我會不自覺地臉黑
也不懂爲什麽
表弟就一直說:"表姐笑一個"
真是可愛...

我只不過是在想些事情
只不過是不小心沉浸在自己的世界裏罷了
別怪我...

很多事情
不是你要我說就說得出口的
我有很多的想法
卻不代表我必須把它全都表現出來
有些事
也不是要說就可以說的!

最近有些事情在煩
所以可能不太常把笑容挂在臉上
你們別怪我哦!





~身心都很累了的~欣~