Tuesday, July 27, 2010

new journey

started my orientation yesterday
it was just...sucks, ya!
because really nothing to do there
seems like they're wasting my time for no point


realize that i'm afraid
afraid of what?
i know it,
just inside my heart...
but this doesn't mean that i think a lot again
because i'm definitely NOT
everyone has their own care and worry
somebody choose to tell out everything;
but some of them choose to hide it inside themselves
we have our rights and choices


its time for me to think about my future
erm... may be not future but my life


should I be :
more mature? more steady? more certain?
more radiant? more confident? more...XX??
i think i may need all of these


god bless...
for my new journey~


Friday, July 23, 2010

Forgiveness

Forgiveness

唱:鄭秀文+24 Herbs
曲: 陳奐仁
詞: 陳奐仁/Drunk@24 Herbs/JBS@24 Herbs/Ghost Style@24 Herbs
編曲:陳奐仁
歌曲監製:陳奐仁


Forgive them for they don't know what they do Lord
And give them the strength to stay true

Crying everyday,I know I'll never see the day,
When the world is caving in I wonder who'll be saved
I know that you love me and You know I love you too
Everybody's letting go but lord I found you

I stay blessed with myself
Cause it's a test when I walk out
I puff my chest at Life's endless challenges
I wanna participate and create
But there's a barricade within me
Wake up and back to sleep
Energy depletes
Now I'm feeling'dead like a eulogy
The duality
Of what's real and what's lies
I feel the vibes
Of chaos and design
I got a cup link
And I got it straight pimpin'
Rock shades at night
Cause my loneliness is blaring
The only choice I got is fear or love
Success is to be with the L.O.V.E.
GeeStyles
I dougie'd a vision
God shows me a path through intuition
It's divine decision
It's the moment I'm catching
If it's a battle for the mind
Then all day I'll be blasting

I've seen it before
I never knew the score
I'm wide awake and watching as the world explodes
Forgive them for they don't know what they do, Lord
And give me the strength to stay true

Day to day I prayed
Hoping today is a better day
So many wasted, knocked down, and easily swayed
Living a life of this self hate,how do we begin
To sin,no win, and no openin.
Kids getting abused by pills... what a waste
They take not knowing their life will soon break
Life is too short for that kinna game
it's not worth it,it's so lame and I proclaim that it's no one to blame.

I've lived the life I've loved to live
Taking back all my life I serve to give
Soldier on all the hate I can't feel the bliss
Loving from the inside I can't feel the kiss
One life that's all there is
Real life,is where hell begins
Man killing man! Is the main cause of it
Fight for your right is all of this

Save me lord
I never meant to be this way
I'd given up on everything and all I had was pain
Oh why,why do we play these games
I’ve given up my everything to be with you

I've seen it before
I never knew the score
I'm wide awake and watching as the world explodes
Forgive them for they don't know what they do,Lord
And give me the strength to stay true

Forgive them for they don't know what they do,Lord
I'm wide awake and watching as the world explodes
Forgive them for they don't know what they do,Lord
And give me the strength to stay true

Forgive them for they don't know what they do,Lord
I'm wide awake and watching as the world explodes
Forgive them for they don't know what they do,Lord
And give me the strength to stay true

Thursday, July 22, 2010

A or B ?! or C?!

did not sleep well last night

because drank too much coffee at night

and also think too much

just couldn't really fell asleep


its so complicated right now

should i or shouldn't i?

i'm always being influenced by someone easily

i will not know which to choose when everyone tell different things

and also when i have no idea


i need some ways to release...

but actually what to release?

who cares...

but i do really need~

need to...meletup...lol

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

sad

feel so sad suddenly
because the problem is always there
it has not disappear after a long time of period
so...what to do is
face the problem and think by a bright way
change a different way to face it is better for me
(i think so...)
i'm not weak at this moment
because i know what should i do:
change my life style
change my habits
change my mind
that's all...



*gosh!
i need coffee very badly,
right now!

Monday, July 19, 2010

randomly

最近
又開始想很多了
無論是上班時,
無聊時,
聊天時,
聼歌時,
坐車時
都會一直想

縂覺得
經歷了幾個月很不同的生活
應該會有所成長了
但...
我有嗎?
有的時候會覺得自己變成熟了
而有些時候卻覺得爲什麽自己還是那麽地幼稚
總像個長不大的小孩
不管有著多麽成熟的外表
還是存著一顆稚嫩的心靈
這就是爲什麽認識我前與後會有如此大的差別

一直就想著習慣自己一人的我
是否真的習慣一個人呢
因爲我看起來就是那麽的弱不禁風
那麽的不堪一擊
那麽的依賴別人
那麽的需要幫忙

之前刪了很多篇沒有publish的post
告訴自己不該再停留在以前
因爲嘴上一直說要改變,要突破
但永遠只會說
不知什麽時候才會行動呢...

成績剛剛出爐了
覺得學校太隨便了
好像在敷衍我們一樣
但不管怎麽樣
一個星期后的我
就是個正式的大學生了
還是會害怕+緊張
希望我能好好的面對和適應...吧

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

full day

work early in the morning
next is lunch-pasta
and window shopping
after that is movie-toy story 3(finally...)
then air brush tattoo-dolphin^^
last is dinner + back home



toy story 3 is damn nice
fortunately, it didn't disappoint me
the storyline is great
the effect is nice
and the toys are cute and funny
it really pulls out lots of my memories
since toy story 2 was so long time ago

today was a nice day for me
~enjoy~

Friday, July 9, 2010

lie


説謊了
爲什麽呢
不是故意的
就很不經意的

因爲我心虛嗎
爲什麽會心虛
這應該是很正常的事吧
因爲我想太多了嗎
還是因爲我知道他會想很多

Saturday, July 3, 2010

給自己的信

給自己的信(我最愛的版本!)

主唱:鄭秀文
原唱:鍾舒漫
作曲:Angela Aki
填詞:周耀輝
編曲:謝浩文 For The Lnvisiblemen
監製:謝浩文 For The Lnvisiblemen

很相信能成就大愛 很相信能炫耀自己
很貪心 願天天很多美好的派對
寫封信來留住大志 寫封信來提示自己
寫得低 是心中很多似詩的細碎

懷疑我當天幾多歲
令我寫了一句不怕流淚
懷疑我永遠不會累
就來十行列明十個壯舉

讓我闖出新世界 交出真個性
假使想愛 必會找到親愛伴侶
突然十年便過去 方知歲月冷漠似水
就算筆跡不會變 紙張不會皺
偏偏想笑 竟會得到灰暗情緒
默然從頭讀過去 一句一句太乾脆
一個一個已粉碎

祝福我能遊歷萬國 怎麼我還奴役自己
不甘心 在天天很多錯失的證據
這封信如明亮大鏡 這封信能明白自己
寫得低 但怎麼拋低理想的散去

懷疑我當天幾多歲
令我寫了一句不怕流淚
懷疑我永遠不會累
就來十行列明十個壯舉

讓我闖出新世界 交出真個性
假使想愛 必會找到親愛伴侶
突然十年便過去 方知歲月冷漠似水
就算筆跡不會變 紙張不會皺
偏偏想笑 竟會得到灰暗情緒
默然從頭讀過去 一句一句太乾脆


讓我闖出新世界 交出真個性
假使想愛 必會找到親愛伴侶
突然十年便過去 方知歲月冷漠似水
就算紙張不會皺 甚麼都生銹
偏偏想笑 只會得到灰暗情緒
默然從頭讀過去 一句一句太乾脆
一個一個已粉碎

很相信能成就大愛
很相信能炫耀自己
很貪心 願天天很多美好的派對

Friday, July 2, 2010

LastLy

only 2 more days
this course will be ended up
still don't have any feeling yet
may be because the exam is on Monday
so... still have some time
took photo with Ms Ranee after the class
i think i will miss her when i start my major
because she is really kind to us
hope to meet nice lecturers in the future studies




today is 2nd July
1/2 year had just pass
what had i done during the few months?
couldn't really remember at all
just know that
i'd joined the AE class in March
i make many new friends
i have sweet memories
although there were something happened




i'm definitely will miss this class
because this is my first experience on going towards the society
thanks everyone in AE class and also the lecturer
^^'



Thursday, July 1, 2010

作夢



愛作夢的人

原唱:蕭煌奇
作詞:胡如虹
作曲:胡如虹

常常聽人在講感情不通擱放那呢重
這袂有太多ㄟ妄望煞嘸法度放
愛情來的那一天
聽卡多嘛同款
猶原把心交乎別人猶原愛做夢

只要有你做伙眠夢我心甘情願
去做一個人講ㄟ憨人
春夏秋冬日思夜夢只為一句話
一句你是我一生最愛的人

是不是有一天 你也變甲我同款
心內住一個人 開始變甲愛做夢
啥米是永遠 啥米時陣要憨憨等
攏是真心付出青春的紀念

是不是咱兩人 攏是愛做夢的人
做一場戀愛夢 甘願乎風吹雨淋
感情用袂完 你我免驚命運創治人
只要有你甲我相等
只要和你同心這就是永遠

人海茫茫有時緣份嘛也甲咱躲迷藏
不管有多少的困難要多少時間
只要心裡有希望
拿真心來相送
總有一天愛會變成美麗的戀夢

只要有你做伙眠夢我心甘情願
去做一個人講ㄟ憨人
春夏秋冬日思夜夢只為一句話
一句你是我一生最愛的人

是不是有一天 你也變甲我同款
心內住一個人 開始變甲愛做夢
啥米是永遠 啥米時陣要憨憨等
攏是真心付出青春的紀念

是不是咱兩人 攏是愛做夢的人
做一場戀愛夢 甘願乎風吹雨淋
感情用袂完 你我免怕命運創治人
只要有你甲我作夢
只要和你同心這就是永遠

是不是咱兩人 攏是愛做夢的人
做一場戀愛夢 甘願乎風吹雨淋
感情用袂完 你我免驚命運創治人
只要有你甲我作夢
只要和你同心這就是永遠