Wednesday, June 30, 2010

brainless

why?

why are there such brainless people?

stupid!


why?

why they can't recognize what's the time now?

F***!


why?

why are they living beside my house?

damn!

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

release

today, should be a wonderful day to me,
unfortunately,
it wasn't wonderful as how i expected
but, at least,
i had my favourite breakfast which i miss it for a long time
and, i'm at my favourite coffee shop now,
so... not too bad~

skipped my class today,
because i'm too tired during these few days
i just wanna take a rest and start to focus on the exam
although it ain't a big exam,
its so important to me
so, i'm quite stress,
or rather i just think too much,
whatever~

try to release my bad mood yesterday
its quite helpful actually
by a comfortable and suitable way
i hope that the time can run faster
because i can't wait for the exam to end
so it means that the course is going to end too~


Saturday, June 26, 2010

random

suffering from working and studying during this week

it was tiring actually

so my under-control mind had activated

couldn't stop thinking at working time

colleagues keep asking me why i look sad and blur

actually i'm not

its because something is spinning inside my mind




sometimes,

i'm not as strong as u think

i'm not as weak as people seen

feel weak when people is helping me

feel weak when i'm behind someone

feel weak when i realize that everyone is strong

even though they're just look strong but actually not




people said that it was difficult to understand me

because something in my heart will never be told out

only if you're the special one

or

only when you can guess it by observation

but,

i always think that i'm so easy to be see through

is that so?!

who cares~


Sunday, June 13, 2010

打工族

13天沒有正式更新了
原因只有1個
就是開始了打工的生活
地點就不說了(如果真想懂就私下問我)


爲什麽會打工?
經驗和錢是並列第一的
這算是第一次正式在外面打工
感覺還不錯
雖然是累了一點
可是至今還算做得蠻開心的


錢對我來説也是非常重要的
無可否認我真的很愛血拼
也想試著自己賺錢
反正有機會就試試看咯


很多人看到或聽到我打工都嚇了一跳
其實沒什麽好嚇到的啦~
打工還蠻正常的啊~
也有很多人問我是不是在放假
其實不是
我是在半工讀
但不是在籌學費
原因我在上面就已經說過了


半工讀真的不簡單
也終于了解到了這種感受
真的是很棒的經驗
只要往好的方面去想就不會覺得累了
對吧,Carmen? ^^


最近這幾個星期
好像在一夜間發生了很多事情
各自的生活起了些變化
我覺得都是好事
因爲現在的我們都不再是小孩子了
踏入社會就是要隨時面對不同的變化


現在的每一天
都是很充實的一天
也是很忙的一天
沒有多餘的時間去emo了
想法上也好像變得有點不一樣
有嗎?!
還不知道嘞...


雖然有的時候還是會遇到不高興的事
也還是會往不好的方面去想
但最終還是解決了呀~
我知道自己因爲上課和打工的事
給一些人添了麻煩
但我真的不是故意的
只是我真的沒辦法~
很謝謝一直挺我的人...
和那些幫過我的人...

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

+U

真是不簡單啊~



我會努力的~



我要咖啡~



^^