it was tiring actually
so my under-control mind had activated
couldn't stop thinking at working time
colleagues keep asking me why i look sad and blur
actually i'm not
its because something is spinning inside my mind
sometimes,
i'm not as strong as u think
i'm not as weak as people seen
feel weak when people is helping me
feel weak when i'm behind someone
feel weak when i realize that everyone is strong
even though they're just look strong but actually not
people said that it was difficult to understand me
because something in my heart will never be told out
only if you're the special one
or
only when you can guess it by observation
but,
i always think that i'm so easy to be see through
is that so?!
who cares~
