H.B

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~

countdown for 2011

3 days more to go,
to end up 2010
to start up 2011

times really fly
seems like i just use few days, even minutes to gone through a year
but i still love the year very much
started my college life
and now the 1st semester had ended up too
the next semester will be a big challenge for me

for now,
what i gonna do is prepare my mood
vacation mood~
feel excited of going for a trip
thanks to mum and dad for allowing me to go for my holiday
its a very important part in this holiday
everything has almost done
i wanna enjoy every part and every moment of the trip

end of the year
is always the busiest time
x'mas, party, countdown
wohoo~

X'maS

its Christmas eve,

i enjoy the day very much

and now, its Christmas day,

everyone has gone to bed

but i'm still here

wishing everyone merry x'mas~

HOLIDAYSSS

The very first semester has ended up in a rush, rushing on assignment.


No mood to care about how the grades are, as long as i finished everything, that's all.


I do my best and GOD will do the rest.


I always believe it~


Since its few months holiday, so i'm working on many plans.


Hopefully, everything can go smoothly for i don't wanna miss out any part of it.


I want my holiday is full with joy.


Therefore, jobs are needed, money is needed.


Wish to have a wonderful holiday~ ^^

阿嬤的話-升級篇

短短的一個星期又一天
可以發生那麽多事
短短的一個星期又一天
可以帶來那麽多的悲痛
短短的一個星期又一天
可以另到大家都這麽措手不及
短短的一個星期又一天
把我們的阿嬤從身體脆弱帶到生病
再從生病帶到了醫院去然後回到家裏
最後就是帶阿嬤回到了天國與阿公再續前緣



所有的事都來得很突然
就只花了8天~
往好的方面想
就是阿嬤沒有在痛苦中掙扎很久
可以很安詳地離去
這是我們大家都希望的
即便大家是多麽的不舍
我們還是勇於接受這個不變的事實



阿嬤今年82嵗了
底下有子孫滿堂
各個又事業有成
而且都生活安康
這算是阿嬤多年來修道的福氣
‘前人种樹，後人乘涼’
用這句話來形容
就再也貼切不過了



阿嬤
孫女就在這裡
願你一路好走
也要記得哦
保佑子孫們
身體健康
事事順利
出入平安~



*一首《阿嬤的話》表達出我們的心意;道出了我們的想法；唱出了我們的心聲*

阿嬤的話

親愛的阿嫲
就這樣離開了我們

今天，
心中帶著千萬分的不舍
送阿嫲回去天國
讓她與多年不見的阿公相聚

阿嫲給與我們的回憶
會永遠留在心裏
希望來世還能夠成爲阿嫲的孫
再敬愛你,孝順你

R.I.P



阿嬤的話

作詞：蕭煌奇　
作曲：蕭煌奇　
編曲：胡官宏

在細漢的時陣阮阿嬤對我尚好　甲尚好的東西攏會留乎我
伊嘛定定帶我去幼稚園看人在七桃　看人在辦公伙兒　看人在覓相找
伊定定跟阮說　叫阮著要好好仔讀冊　嘸通大漢像恁老爸仔彼呢啊狼狽ㄛ
在彼個時陣　阮攏聽攏嘸　阿嬤　妳到底是在講什麼
大漢了後　才知影阿嬤的話　我會甲永遠永遠放塊心肝底

想到一步一步的過去　定定攏會乎人真難忘
時間一分一秒塊過去　在阮的心內定定攏會想到伊

阿嬤妳今嘛在叨位　阮在叫妳妳甘有聽到
阮的認真甲阮的成功妳甘有看到　阮在叫妳妳知影沒
阿嬤妳今嘛過的好麼　甘有人塊甲妳照顧
希望後世人阮擱會凍來乎妳疼　作妳永遠的孫仔　擱叫妳一聲阿嬤

sometimes when we touch

Sometimes When We Touch
by DAN HILL

You ask me if I love you and I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you on what you say or do
I'm only just beginning to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much and I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die
till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer, still trapped within my truths
A hesitant prizefighter still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much and I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die
till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you and drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through and hold you endlessly
At times I understand you and I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
and I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters, still searching for a friend,
A brother or a sister, but then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much and I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die
till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

帶我走

帶我走

原唱：楊丞琳
詞/曲：吳青峰　
製作人：薛忠銘　編曲：阿滾(動靜音樂)

每次我總　一個人走　交叉路口　自己生活
這次你卻　說帶我走　某個角落　就你和我

像土壤抓緊花的迷惑　像天空纏綿雨的洶湧
在你的身後　計算的步伐每個背影每個場景　都有發過的夢

帶我走　到遙遠的以後
帶走我　一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走　就算我的愛　你的自由　都將成為泡沫
我不怕　帶我走

每次我總　獨自遠走　保持緘默　不皺眉頭
這次你卻　說一起走　彼此溫柔　從此以後

像土壤抓緊花的迷惑　像天空纏綿雨的洶湧
在你的身後　計算的步伐每個背影每個場景　都有發過的夢

帶我走　到遙遠的以後
帶走我　一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走　就算我的愛　你的自由　都將成為泡沫
我不怕　帶我走

白馬溜過漆黑盡頭　潮汐襲來浪花顫動
凝在海岸結成了墨　哦～

薔薇朝向草原氣球　郵差傳來一地彩虹
刻在心中拍打著脈搏

帶我走　到遙遠的以後
帶走我　一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走 就算我的愛 你的自由 都將成為泡沫
我不怕 帶我走

帶我走 就算我的愛 你的自由 都將成為泡沫
帶我走～





*很喜歡青峰唱的現場版
唱得太好了～

light up my life, please

again, the energy is back~
what a great news for myself~ lol

these days, there're such many things had happened
and my mood was really not stable for couple days
may be some of them will say that i'd think too much
well, i'll accept what people are trying to tell me
but i have my own thoughts too, right
and some of them had tried to encourage me too
i'd received the message they sent to me
and now, i'm to totally recovering

assignments are attacking me again since last week
and i'm suffering too,
but suffer with different moods
a happy mood,a cheer mood,a healthy mood~
so may be i'm not suffering as well...

hopefully
-everything great will remain for long long time
-tears are not falling anymore ^^
-pass the subjects
-having good life everyday




this is the thing that i need to light up my life,
and also the thing which keep gaining my weight these days

' bok sat '

Its a tiring day again although i don't have to attend 8 hours classes. I have been relaxing myself for few days, so its time for me to stop playing and having fun. Because the assignmentsss are damn hard to do and i really scare that my small small brain can't afford the difficulties.
I would not give up, at least at the moment(again 'at the moment'). LOL
Killing all the assignments is my mission from tomorrow onwards.
Its time to 'bok sat' instead of leaving everything until the very last minute.
The feeling was sucks while rushing those rubbish in the last minute and get a F or redo. Don't wanna try it anymore. Never ever.
Wish that tomorrow will be a brand new day for me and everyone too~
Hopefully~

^God bless^

《我真的受傷了》

很意外地看到了這樣的情景
心裏頓時難過了起來
心裏頓時揪了起來
這...是好事?還是壞事?

有誰會在乎呢?
或許就那愚蠢的我吧~
又或是這一切都是安排好的?
可能是我想太多了...

這件事
不禁讓我開始衡量起自己來
我...到底算老幾呢?!








《我真的受傷了》
by 王菀之
*好好聽...真的好好聽...
好應景的說~

好喜歡這幅畫~哦

不知道明天的我
會否恢復了動力呢


現在有點down的說
不止爲何嘞
又沒有了動力了呃


什麽事都不想做
或許是又要面對回assignment和presentation吧
心裏超害怕的說
能怎麽辦呢


前幾天還充滿了energy的說
很突然地
又跌入谷底了


~聼歌ING~


明早睡醒
就一切都結束了,
再重新插電吧
找回我的~正能量~

如果沒有明天,要怎麽說再見?

如果還有明天

作詞：劉偉仁　
作曲：劉偉仁　
合唱：信/薛岳/柯有倫

我們都有看不開的時候　總有冷落自己的舉動
但是我一定會提醒自己　如果還有明天

我們都有傷心的時候　總不在乎這種感受
但是我要把握每次感動　如果還有明天

＊如果還有明天　你想怎樣裝扮你的臉
如果沒有明天　要怎麼說再見

如果你看出我的遲疑　是不是你也想要問我
究竟有多少事還沒有做　如果還有明天

如果真的還能夠有明天　是否能把事情都做完
是否一切也將雲消煙散　如果沒有明天

Repeat ＊,＊,＊

(RAP:)
１９９０的秋天　演完最後一場
生老病死的對話　送來新的希望
下雨了　下雨了　那是你的眼淚嗎
將我淋濕可以嗎　讓我感受你的痛啊
笑我吧　不管黑夜是否太傻
笑我吧　走在邊緣只剩掙扎
笑我吧　哈哈哈哈哈哈　如果還有明天

１９９０的秋天　演完最後一場
生老病死的對話　送來新的希望
下雨了　那是你的眼淚嗎
將我淋濕可以嗎　好讓我感受你的痛啊
笑我吧　不管黑夜是否太傻
笑我吧　走在邊緣只剩掙扎
笑我吧　哈哈哈哈哈哈　如果還有明天
是否這個聲音你也能夠聽得到　希望我們的夢想永遠不會被忘掉
希望有一天　哈哈 OH~　可以再見面

SECRET

秘密

原唱：藍又時
作詞：藍又時
作曲：藍又時

你就直接回頭吧 她在等著你
不要怕我會哭泣 早就在心底
想想你說過的話 其實我們不虛假
那就好吧 其實你對我不差

別對我食之無味 棄之可惜
雖然你還有感覺 但不是愛情
想想你說過的話 其實我們不虛假
那就好了吧 這些夠了呀

我們的愛情是秘密 不能成立
就算我愛你也不能夠說明
她在你身邊逗你開心
我只不過讓你歇斯底里

你就讓我跟著你一起秘密
我們的事情 說好不提起
讓我們 都能夠清晰
你和她 是不變的 定律

別對我食之無味 棄之可惜
雖然你還有感覺 但不是愛情
想想你說過的話 其實我們不虛假
那就好了吧 這些夠了呀

我們的愛情是秘密 不能成立
就算我愛你也不能夠說明
她在你身邊逗你開心
我只不過讓你歇斯底里

你就讓我跟著你一起秘密
我們的事情 說好不提起
讓我們 都能夠清晰
你和她 是不變的 定律

我們的愛情是秘密 不能成立
就算我愛你也不能夠說明
她在你身邊逗你開心
我只不過讓你歇斯底里

你就讓我跟著你一起秘密
我們的事情 說好不提起
讓我們 都能夠清晰
你和她 是不變的 定律

活在當下??

以我的性格
通常都是先苦后甜
但最近都顛覆了以往的作風
做了自己想做的事
之後才來做些自己不想做的事
但不管再怎麽不想做
還是得堅持下去

下了場大雨之後
彩虹一定會出現
這是用來說服自己的

雖然沒有秉持著任何走下去的理由
但路還是需要走下去
因爲無論有著多麽天馬行空的想象
生活還是得過啊

暫時選擇了以這樣的心態來面對
就堅持下去吧
雖然我不懂多久以後
我又會萌生放棄的念頭
但...
就試著學習活在當下...吧

信任

信任２個字
通常都在考驗著愛情

而今天
我卻發現了
原來它也考驗著親情與友情

一個決定
一通電話
讓你把心裏話都說了出來
讓我知道了我自己的定位

一段２分鐘的對話
就把我傷得好重．．．好重．．．

原來
我是那麽的不被信任
原來
我是這樣的人
原來．．．原來．．．

就因爲這樣
差點挑起了我那不發達的淚腺
但它始終只會隨著我的血液
在身體裏的每個部分打滾
僅此而已

事實就是這樣
沒什麽需要再説了
而且我也無力再去理了

愛--LOVE

愛(國)
原唱：鄭秀文
作詞：郭啟華＠人山人海
作曲：張慈龍＠Sense
編曲：Adam Lee
製作：李安修/陳德健

我在看愛這個字　一個受一個心
兩個字加在一起　變成愛這個字
要怎樣開始　怎樣地保存堅持
要怎樣一起去到永遠
兩個人每天進行　愛情的練習曲

＊在愛情裡會看到包容和犧牲
　也同樣可以找到猜疑和欺騙
　在你的身上可看到　就像我的另一個你

　在愛情裡有堅定忍耐和盼望
　愛是不嫉妒不自誇和不張狂
　無論怎樣順境逆境　富裕貧窮
　健康疾病　快樂憂愁
　我對你承諾　要一起到永遠＊

一顆心找一顆心　兩個人一顆心
一個你跟一個我　才分不出你我
我會去愛你　就好像愛我自己
我找到你才找到自己
就這樣不離不棄　最完美的完美

REPEAT＊＊

知道

我知道
我知道
我知道
很多事情我都知道

但我卻什麽都不想說了
因爲即使說了
人家只會覺得我在惹事
那又何必呢

這不算忍氣吞聲
而是退一步風平浪靜
又或許是...
心死了吧
誰在乎呢...

感嘆

一次又一次的希望
加上一次又一的失望
最後是一次又一次的絕望
儘管我試著不讓自己這麽想
但...有的時候就是控制不了


有些事情
經過時間的積累
就會變得越來越厚重
重得塌了下來之後...
就是時候測量自己是否有那個把它撐起來的力量
因爲不是所有人都經得起考驗
不是所有人都有堅定的意志
不是所有人都能無時無刻地持著樂觀的態度
不是所有的人都能順利渡過難關
可能到最後就是悲劇收場


感嘆2個字
雖然不是很重
但它正代表了我此刻的心情
在這時候把它搬出來
因爲我也想不到其它的字來取代了


今天
心情的確很低落
睜著雙眼,看著空白
但沒有忘記你對我的期待...
依賴之後,我不會選擇離開
而是繼續走下去,
即使我知道我遺失了我的勇敢...與堅強

太多太多的事
和
太多太多的話
言語和文字是説不清的

還是說
一切都不重要呢
所發生的每一件事
所講出的每一句話
所得到的每一份傷害
其實只是一場夢

快樂地
牙齒快掉了
傷心地
眼淚也掉了

the moment

its emo time

i'm afraid actually
think a lot again
can it be different from my expectation?
hope not to be so... scary?

its time for me to grow up right?
its time for me to try new things right?
its time for me to prove that i can do it right?

but
can i make it?

pls,
emo is necessary at the moment,
for me...lol

new journey

started my orientation yesterday
it was just...sucks, ya!
because really nothing to do there
seems like they're wasting my time for no point


realize that i'm afraid
afraid of what?
i know it,
just inside my heart...
but this doesn't mean that i think a lot again
because i'm definitely NOT
everyone has their own care and worry
somebody choose to tell out everything;
but some of them choose to hide it inside themselves
we have our rights and choices


its time for me to think about my future
erm... may be not future but my life


should I be :
more mature? more steady? more certain?
more radiant? more confident? more...XX??
i think i may need all of these


god bless...
for my new journey~

Forgiveness

Forgiveness

唱：鄭秀文+24 Herbs
曲: 陳奐仁
詞: 陳奐仁/Drunk@24 Herbs/JBS@24 Herbs/Ghost Style@24 Herbs
編曲：陳奐仁
歌曲監製：陳奐仁


Forgive them for they don't know what they do Lord
And give them the strength to stay true

Crying everyday,I know I'll never see the day,
When the world is caving in I wonder who'll be saved
I know that you love me and You know I love you too
Everybody's letting go but lord I found you

I stay blessed with myself
Cause it's a test when I walk out
I puff my chest at Life's endless challenges
I wanna participate and create
But there's a barricade within me
Wake up and back to sleep
Energy depletes
Now I'm feeling'dead like a eulogy
The duality
Of what's real and what's lies
I feel the vibes
Of chaos and design
I got a cup link
And I got it straight pimpin'
Rock shades at night
Cause my loneliness is blaring
The only choice I got is fear or love
Success is to be with the L.O.V.E.
GeeStyles
I dougie'd a vision
God shows me a path through intuition
It's divine decision
It's the moment I'm catching
If it's a battle for the mind
Then all day I'll be blasting

I've seen it before
I never knew the score
I'm wide awake and watching as the world explodes
Forgive them for they don't know what they do, Lord
And give me the strength to stay true

Day to day I prayed
Hoping today is a better day
So many wasted, knocked down, and easily swayed
Living a life of this self hate,how do we begin
To sin,no win, and no openin.
Kids getting abused by pills... what a waste
They take not knowing their life will soon break
Life is too short for that kinna game
it's not worth it,it's so lame and I proclaim that it's no one to blame.

I've lived the life I've loved to live
Taking back all my life I serve to give
Soldier on all the hate I can't feel the bliss
Loving from the inside I can't feel the kiss
One life that's all there is
Real life,is where hell begins
Man killing man! Is the main cause of it
Fight for your right is all of this

Save me lord
I never meant to be this way
I'd given up on everything and all I had was pain
Oh why,why do we play these games
I’ve given up my everything to be with you

I've seen it before
I never knew the score
I'm wide awake and watching as the world explodes
Forgive them for they don't know what they do,Lord
And give me the strength to stay true

Forgive them for they don't know what they do,Lord
I'm wide awake and watching as the world explodes
Forgive them for they don't know what they do,Lord
And give me the strength to stay true

Forgive them for they don't know what they do,Lord
I'm wide awake and watching as the world explodes
Forgive them for they don't know what they do,Lord
And give me the strength to stay true

A or B ?! or C?!

did not sleep well last night

because drank too much coffee at night

and also think too much

just couldn't really fell asleep


its so complicated right now

should i or shouldn't i?

i'm always being influenced by someone easily

i will not know which to choose when everyone tell different things

and also when i have no idea


i need some ways to release...

but actually what to release?

who cares...

but i do really need~

need to...meletup...lol

sad

feel so sad suddenly
because the problem is always there
it has not disappear after a long time of period
so...what to do is
face the problem and think by a bright way
change a different way to face it is better for me
(i think so...)
i'm not weak at this moment
because i know what should i do:
change my life style
change my habits
change my mind
that's all...



*gosh!
i need coffee very badly,
right now!

randomly

最近
又開始想很多了
無論是上班時，
無聊時，
聊天時，
聼歌時，
坐車時
都會一直想

縂覺得
經歷了幾個月很不同的生活
應該會有所成長了
但...
我有嗎？
有的時候會覺得自己變成熟了
而有些時候卻覺得爲什麽自己還是那麽地幼稚
總像個長不大的小孩
不管有著多麽成熟的外表
還是存著一顆稚嫩的心靈
這就是爲什麽認識我前與後會有如此大的差別

一直就想著習慣自己一人的我
是否真的習慣一個人呢
因爲我看起來就是那麽的弱不禁風
那麽的不堪一擊
那麽的依賴別人
那麽的需要幫忙

之前刪了很多篇沒有publish的post
告訴自己不該再停留在以前
因爲嘴上一直說要改變，要突破
但永遠只會說
不知什麽時候才會行動呢...

成績剛剛出爐了
覺得學校太隨便了
好像在敷衍我們一樣
但不管怎麽樣
一個星期后的我
就是個正式的大學生了
還是會害怕+緊張
希望我能好好的面對和適應...吧

full day

work early in the morning
next is lunch-pasta
and window shopping
after that is movie-toy story 3(finally...)
then air brush tattoo-dolphin^^
last is dinner + back home



toy story 3 is damn nice
fortunately, it didn't disappoint me
the storyline is great
the effect is nice
and the toys are cute and funny
it really pulls out lots of my memories
since toy story 2 was so long time ago

today was a nice day for me
~enjoy~

lie

我
説謊了
爲什麽呢
不是故意的
就很不經意的

因爲我心虛嗎
爲什麽會心虛
這應該是很正常的事吧
因爲我想太多了嗎
還是因爲我知道他會想很多

給自己的信

給自己的信（我最愛的版本!）

主唱：鄭秀文
原唱：鍾舒漫
作曲：Angela Aki
填詞：周耀輝
編曲：謝浩文 For The Lnvisiblemen
監製：謝浩文 For The Lnvisiblemen

很相信能成就大愛 很相信能炫耀自己
很貪心 願天天很多美好的派對
寫封信來留住大志 寫封信來提示自己
寫得低 是心中很多似詩的細碎

懷疑我當天幾多歲
令我寫了一句不怕流淚
懷疑我永遠不會累
就來十行列明十個壯舉

讓我闖出新世界 交出真個性
假使想愛 必會找到親愛伴侶
突然十年便過去 方知歲月冷漠似水
就算筆跡不會變 紙張不會皺
偏偏想笑 竟會得到灰暗情緒
默然從頭讀過去 一句一句太乾脆
一個一個已粉碎

祝福我能遊歷萬國 怎麼我還奴役自己
不甘心 在天天很多錯失的證據
這封信如明亮大鏡 這封信能明白自己
寫得低 但怎麼拋低理想的散去

懷疑我當天幾多歲
令我寫了一句不怕流淚
懷疑我永遠不會累
就來十行列明十個壯舉

讓我闖出新世界 交出真個性
假使想愛 必會找到親愛伴侶
突然十年便過去 方知歲月冷漠似水
就算筆跡不會變 紙張不會皺
偏偏想笑 竟會得到灰暗情緒
默然從頭讀過去 一句一句太乾脆


讓我闖出新世界 交出真個性
假使想愛 必會找到親愛伴侶
突然十年便過去 方知歲月冷漠似水
就算紙張不會皺 甚麼都生銹
偏偏想笑 只會得到灰暗情緒
默然從頭讀過去 一句一句太乾脆
一個一個已粉碎

很相信能成就大愛
很相信能炫耀自己
很貪心 願天天很多美好的派對

LastLy

only 2 more days
this course will be ended up
still don't have any feeling yet
may be because the exam is on Monday
so... still have some time
took photo with Ms Ranee after the class
i think i will miss her when i start my major
because she is really kind to us
hope to meet nice lecturers in the future studies




today is 2nd July
1/2 year had just pass
what had i done during the few months?
couldn't really remember at all
just know that
i'd joined the AE class in March
i make many new friends
i have sweet memories
although there were something happened




i'm definitely will miss this class
because this is my first experience on going towards the society
thanks everyone in AE class and also the lecturer
^^'

作夢

愛作夢的人

原唱：蕭煌奇
作詞：胡如虹
作曲：胡如虹

常常聽人在講感情不通擱放那呢重
這袂有太多ㄟ妄望煞嘸法度放
愛情來的那一天
聽卡多嘛同款
猶原把心交乎別人猶原愛做夢

只要有你做伙眠夢我心甘情願
去做一個人講ㄟ憨人
春夏秋冬日思夜夢只為一句話
一句你是我一生最愛的人

是不是有一天 你也變甲我同款
心內住一個人 開始變甲愛做夢
啥米是永遠 啥米時陣要憨憨等
攏是真心付出青春的紀念

是不是咱兩人 攏是愛做夢的人
做一場戀愛夢 甘願乎風吹雨淋
感情用袂完 你我免驚命運創治人
只要有你甲我相等
只要和你同心這就是永遠

人海茫茫有時緣份嘛也甲咱躲迷藏
不管有多少的困難要多少時間
只要心裡有希望
拿真心來相送
總有一天愛會變成美麗的戀夢

只要有你做伙眠夢我心甘情願
去做一個人講ㄟ憨人
春夏秋冬日思夜夢只為一句話
一句你是我一生最愛的人

是不是有一天 你也變甲我同款
心內住一個人 開始變甲愛做夢
啥米是永遠 啥米時陣要憨憨等
攏是真心付出青春的紀念

是不是咱兩人 攏是愛做夢的人
做一場戀愛夢 甘願乎風吹雨淋
感情用袂完 你我免怕命運創治人
只要有你甲我作夢
只要和你同心這就是永遠

是不是咱兩人 攏是愛做夢的人
做一場戀愛夢 甘願乎風吹雨淋
感情用袂完 你我免驚命運創治人
只要有你甲我作夢
只要和你同心這就是永遠

brainless

why?

why are there such brainless people?

stupid!


why?

why they can't recognize what's the time now?

F***!


why?

why are they living beside my house?

damn!

release

today, should be a wonderful day to me,
unfortunately,
it wasn't wonderful as how i expected
but, at least,
i had my favourite breakfast which i miss it for a long time
and, i'm at my favourite coffee shop now,
so... not too bad~

skipped my class today,
because i'm too tired during these few days
i just wanna take a rest and start to focus on the exam
although it ain't a big exam,
its so important to me
so, i'm quite stress,
or rather i just think too much,
whatever~

try to release my bad mood yesterday
its quite helpful actually
by a comfortable and suitable way
i hope that the time can run faster
because i can't wait for the exam to end
so it means that the course is going to end too~

random

suffering from working and studying during this week

it was tiring actually

so my under-control mind had activated

couldn't stop thinking at working time

colleagues keep asking me why i look sad and blur

actually i'm not

its because something is spinning inside my mind




sometimes,

i'm not as strong as u think

i'm not as weak as people seen

feel weak when people is helping me

feel weak when i'm behind someone

feel weak when i realize that everyone is strong

even though they're just look strong but actually not




people said that it was difficult to understand me

because something in my heart will never be told out

only if you're the special one

or

only when you can guess it by observation

but,

i always think that i'm so easy to be see through

is that so?!

who cares~

打工族

13天沒有正式更新了
原因只有1個
就是開始了打工的生活
地點就不說了(如果真想懂就私下問我)


爲什麽會打工?
經驗和錢是並列第一的
這算是第一次正式在外面打工
感覺還不錯
雖然是累了一點
可是至今還算做得蠻開心的


錢對我來説也是非常重要的
無可否認我真的很愛血拼
也想試著自己賺錢
反正有機會就試試看咯


很多人看到或聽到我打工都嚇了一跳
其實沒什麽好嚇到的啦~
打工還蠻正常的啊~
也有很多人問我是不是在放假
其實不是
我是在半工讀
但不是在籌學費
原因我在上面就已經說過了


半工讀真的不簡單
也終于了解到了這種感受
真的是很棒的經驗
只要往好的方面去想就不會覺得累了
對吧,Carmen? ^^


最近這幾個星期
好像在一夜間發生了很多事情
各自的生活起了些變化
我覺得都是好事
因爲現在的我們都不再是小孩子了
踏入社會就是要隨時面對不同的變化


現在的每一天
都是很充實的一天
也是很忙的一天
沒有多餘的時間去emo了
想法上也好像變得有點不一樣
有嗎?!
還不知道嘞...


雖然有的時候還是會遇到不高興的事
也還是會往不好的方面去想
但最終還是解決了呀~
我知道自己因爲上課和打工的事
給一些人添了麻煩
但我真的不是故意的
只是我真的沒辦法~
很謝謝一直挺我的人...
和那些幫過我的人...

+U

真是不簡單啊~



我會努力的~



我要咖啡~



^^

holiday

We were rushing our homework last Wednesday because have to pass up on Thursday. While i finished it and printed it out, I received Cai's massage to inform us that Ms Ranee was in the hospital. So our class was cancelled on Thursday. We had 4 days holiday since Thursday because Friday was public holiday- Wesak Day. We decided to go to a beach. We always decide to go somewhere very randomly. We confirmed to hang out only in a few minutes. Finally, Carmen, Jackie and I went to have breakfast-roti canai at pandamaran. Then started our journey to Morib at around 10.45am. Unfortunately, we went there too early and there was no 'water'. We have to go there at evening or night then only we can see the sea. We kept going on then reached Sepang Gold Coast. We bought a kite and played for some time then walked more far to reach the water. It was quite disgusting because those are not sand. It was like mud. Carmen's shoes were so dirty, then Jackie and I put off our slippers. Although we couldn't see the beautiful beach but we enjoyed ourselves very much. It was really a happy day~





Today,after we reached Taylor's, we found that class was cancelled for Ms Ranee is still in the hospital. I never thought that i will have such a long holiday. We have 6 continuous days that have no class. The staff told us that she may be back on Wednesday. So we went for breakfast at old town then watched movie- The Bounty Hunter at 11.30am. There is no class tomorrow too but we have to be at class because they will arrange some work for us to do. Some of them don't want to go to class but i will be there because it will be very boring if i stay at home. I love my college life so much~

~18+1~

25.05.10
It was my 18+1th birthday. As usual, we had class that day. But unusually, lecturer was sicked that day and we finished at 11am. So we went to pyramid and had lunch and movie. My classmates celebrate with me at lunch time.










At night. My family celebrate with me at Sunway--Belly Good. The food was great but a little expensive.










Last night, my brothers celebrate with me too. We had dinner at telok gong. After that, went to D'bamboo for some drinks. This was the first time i took Cocona, but i don't like it.









Lastly, these are my presents. Thanks to my friends,family and brothers for the celebrations and presents. I enjoyed myself very much in the 2 days~

Putra Jaya 1-Day Trip

Fann and Reuben decided to go for a photo shooting at Labour Day. So i became their model. We went to Putra Jaya at the morning. The weather was really good for photo shooting but not for me because i had had to stay under the sun for a long time. However, it was tiring but happy and the photos are really great~










We brought lots of props like guitar,bears,balloons,camera,book and umbrella. Also, sunglasses was the most important thing to me because of the strong sunshine.








I did enjoyed myself on that day. Have to thanks to photographer - Reuben Teo and 'kelefe'-Fann. Photo shooting is really fun.^^








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